my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Friday, April 30, 2004 *yawn*
damn bored.. well, todae afternoon was rainin, the weather was so coolin.. cant stop myself from slpin.. lolx.. end up go slp, nv go out.. so sry guys, promise to go out but nv.. hehe.. slp until 7pm wor.. den watch my fei yi ban mama.. lolx.. -argh- so sianz eh.. oso dunno wat to do.. -argh- guess tat tml will b a boring dae for me too.. everydae is a boring dae... LIFE SUX!!!! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 10:26:00 PM
![]() *yawn*
so tired.. jus got hm.. well, todae test was alright.. got 3 sections, haiz.. 1st n 2nd i all noe, but 2nd section i made a careless mistake.. -argh- wat a waste.. well, for section 3, i leave all 3 qns blank.. lolx.. cos i all dunno how to do.. hmm.. hope i still can pass.. end my test at 9 plus.. aft tat went my nai nai hse.. aft takin the money, had my lunch there too.. n go hm alr.. haiz.. took so long hrs bus.. well, soon i'm goin out again.. to parklane.. *yawn* suddenly feel like slpin n dun feel like goin aniwhere.. last nite, realli cant get to slp.. but still fall aslp at 3+ am.. n todae mornin it realli took a hard time to wake up man.. life is realli bored man.. things r repeating everydae LIFE SUX!!! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 1:35:00 PM
![]() haiz.. well, i'm damn bored rite now.. so sianz.. too bored until dunno wat to do.. tat y i decided to blog.. haiz, dunno y cant get to slp.. can tell me y? everythin seems wrong todae.. dunno y.. haiz, tml got test.. guess tat goin hm b4 9am.. cos the test onli took less den an hr onli.. if u noe how to do, worse.. 30min can finish.. haha.. well, li ping called me jus now, ask me go eat breakfast aft our test.. haiz.. guess tat daes for me, is realli gettin bored n more bored.. *pray tat i will pass my test* dun wish to sae much here.. is gettin late, gotta go back to my room.. c ya guys.. well, nitez nitez, tataz.. *muackies+huggies* =) s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 12:40:00 AM
![]() Thursday, April 29, 2004 -ARGH-
jus got hm.. all wet.. cos outside is rainin cats n dogs.. pls dun get sick tml, gotta sit for practical test.. todae went sch, had pe in the mornin, aft break went for thy class.. during thy, i was slpin half way, li fang ask me wake up, go find CS teacher do test.. omg.. TEST? i got 2 CS test to do.. well, one of them i think mayb sure fail, another wan sure pass, by the help of titi,li ping & li fang.. the 3 of them help me to do.. by tellin me wat to write n all, the teacher didnt noe tat they r helpin me.. he tot tat they r waitin 4 me.. aft thy is BREAK time.. yeah.. well, the 5 of us went north point.. didnt eat lunch, at north point i bought a bag.. we walk walk for awhile n went back to sch.. at north point all the while i was tokin to xiao mei, until all the way back to sch.. think we quarrel? haiz.. i was kinda piss man.. i was using hp lor.. handphone nd $ wat, her wan is free incomin call de.. i'm the onli one payin not her.. n on the phone she keep on keep quite.. nv tok de.. i ask her tok she sae i busy tokin to my frenz.. my fren tok to me, of cos i ans, n i ask my fren smth onli ma.. end up she hang my call? -argh- call her back she dun wanna ans.. den i sms her, y dun wanna ans my call? if dun wanna ans, dun ans forever.. den she reply, ans 4 wat? is jus a waste of ur time isnt it? and ur $. sry k, you go do ur work and tkc, dun bother u anymore.. -argh- aft saw the msg more pek cek.. since she sae tat, i take her words.. she dun bother me animore.. haiz, guess tat the thing tat i bought her ytd cant gib her animore le.. from tat time onward, i've been moody in class.. haiz.. well, sat in class until 1.30 onli den teacher sae divide into 2 group tk test, another group cum in at 3pm..li ping n me was one of the 2nd group.. a group of guys n ban hua li ping n me went library.. slp in the library for abt an hr time onli aft tat went back to class wait for teacher.. aft tat took the test, n from sch took a cab to north point.. tat is david treat.. from there took a bus hm lor.. n got hm all wet sia.. stupid weather.. haiz.. tired of sayin so much shit.. jus not in tat kinda gd mood.. cha0z 1st.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 5:06:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, April 28, 2004 *sad*
haiz.. tell me wat to do? went sch todae, woke up by myself.. went for mornin class oso.. went sch full dae todae, from 10.15am to 5pm.. *tired* during lesson, my teacher said there are 4 ppl in the debarment list.. *OMG* i was one of them.. my feelin at tat time was *damn feakin scare* i scare tat my parents will noe tat i pontang sch n all.. realli scare n confused at tat time.. but teacher sae tat debar dun mean tat sure will get debar, can appeal de.. haiz.. i wonder how to appeal? haven even ask teacher.. haiz.. well, think tat i realli gotto go sch everynow n den.. *SIANZ*.. todae in class, i did my project.. yeah~! goiin to do finish alr.. gotta hand in the project on fri.. n fri i got practical test.. haiz.. hope i can pass.. den tml got class test.. hope i can pass too.. haiz.. all the test all cumin.. tml meetin my CS class teacher for test oso.. *ARGH* so many test.. goin crazy man.. todae miss 965 on my way hm.. wah seh, gotta wait until like 6pm.. end sch 5pm wait for bus 1hr man.. den aft tat the bus was like damn many ppl.. full man.. omg, got into the same bus as stradic again.. sian man.. reach my hse here went pasar malam.. hohoho.. bought smth for xiao mei.. hohoho.. think goin to pass it to her mayb on fri.. haha.. well, gotta go eat dinner, mama naggin.. hehe.. cha0z!!! =) s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 7:13:00 PM
![]() Monday, April 26, 2004 wah kao eh.. ytd buy toto.. todae check result.. omg.. tio onli 3 number rite nia.. sian.. nd 4 no den got $ take.. anyway jus went down pasar malam, jus got hm.. haha.. bought alots of foods.. gotta go eat liao.. byebye... =) s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 11:01:00 PM
![]() hohoho.. i didnt well for mornin class todae again.. onli went for IT class at 1pm to 3pm can go hm alr.. aft sch went north point wit ping ping & li fang... shop 4 awhile n go hm lor.. haha.. jus now went to c da ge frenster pri photo.... omg.. damn funni, put until like tat.. humpf.. my pic the smallest sia.. not fair eh.. da ge, MUST CHANGE!! get it? lolx.. btw, tat photo is our WAI family photo.. hey guys, free go take a look.. is under my photo gallery too.. go take a look.. damn funni.. got da ge, da sao, er ge, xiao mei, n me.. nth much more to sae.. c ya.. =) s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 4:47:00 PM
![]() Sunday, April 25, 2004 hey hey, i helped zihui to make a blog.. well, i think is nice... not bad aft all.. took a hard time to find make the tag board.. cos i forgot.. haha.. den i ask lydia.. she told me.. haha.. i blur lyk like sotong like tat.. cant even find the thing, is like jus rite in front of me.. lolx... s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 7:18:00 PM
![]() yoz.. sundae again.. went church in da mornin.. well, todae my bro drove us to church.. omg.. the car is like 2 seater wan lor.. but still behind still can sit la.. aft tat he went hm.. his goin sentosa.. yeah~! todae aft church had our breakfast at kopitiam.. aft tat went tm.. aft my mom went ntuc, haha.. she bought me 2 polo tee shirt.. haha.. damn happi... n i jus got back from compass point.. went singtel shop to change my hp plan.. well well well, my plan now is free incomin call de.. feel free to call me.. lolx.. but my frenz all seem free oso eh.. how? all free, den hu call hu? lolx.. haiz.. my tis mth bill is $116.. -argh- kanna scoldin again.. haiz.. think tat gerald not cumin over to my hse.. dunno wat happen.. i'm goin to stuck wit my small cousins again.. pls, dun ask me bring u guys down to playground... ITs SUCKS!!! well, guess its a boring sundae 4 me todae again.. -.- s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 3:46:00 PM
![]() Saturday, April 24, 2004 *yawn* so tired.. jus got up.. well, didnt even step out of my hse, but the in mornin went for work... well, i didnt go out aniwhere wit anione.. at 1st is plan to go out wit joyce n b4 tat went my nai nai hse, take $.. at nite meet cheryl.. haha.. end up i went n slp at 4 plus.. n slept until now eh.. didnt when to meet joyce in the end was becos, she was meetin alvern ma.. how can i b so extra, rite? Nan de my er ge can go out, i shld let them er ren shi jie ma.. rite anot? lolx.. end up nv meet cheryl was becos aj got posb acc.. den can transfer $ to her, she help me pass to cheryl.. so i jus rot at hm.. i was like slpin so long.. ppl tat called my hp n sms me.. i all no reply...i heard the fone ringin.. but i jus hack.. lolx.. realli damn tired man.. haha.. haiz, wanted to go compass point transfer $ gib aj.. n den return to cheryl.. -argh- was kinda lazy to go now? lolx.. but got the help of my er ge.. haha.. joyce is out wit er ge, so she ask eileen to trasfer the $ to aj.. den joyce pay her back.. when i go out wit joyce den i pay her back.. den aft tat wait for da ge pay me $... lolx... pay here m there.. but is onli jus $10.. lolx.. haiz, kinda hungry now? -argh- sianz.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 9:37:00 PM
![]() been many daes tat i haven blog.. well, got back from work not long.. like an hr back? -argh- damn hungry.. but lazy to cook.. dunno whether goin out anot.. i'm bored, feel like goin out n play.. but jus felt damn lazy to step out of the hse.. wish to rot at hm.. lolx.. todae i was late 4 my work, gotta wake up at 7am? but i didnt.. didnt wanted to slp at all last nite.. cos scare tat i couldn't wake up... but aft puttin down the fone wit cheryl, i was realli damn bored.. cant get to slp.. but i force myself to rest.. so i on music.. hear until fall aslp.. lolx.. woke up at 8 plus go 4 work 4 2hrs n den go hm.. -argh- still took a cab to work.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 1:37:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, April 21, 2004 well, ddint well sch todae again.. haha.. wanted to go in the mornin but li ping not feelin well, so we both nv go sch.. we meet up go cut hair.. i pei ta.. i nv cut.. wahahaha.. todae when li ping n me was takin bus 155, omg.. guess hu i saw? MARVAL LEE man.. aiyo.. she tot tat li ping was my gf.. lolz... crazy wan man.. aiyo, sad man.. i pontang sch let her find out.. paiseh.. haha.. aft cut hair, li ping n me went bugis meet up wit li fang go take neos.. lols.. took alot of neos.. onli some r nice... haha.. aft takin neos, li fang told us tat david,hiang hwee & one of their fren cum meet us... we walk ard n eat at mos burger.. soon aft tat, went hm.. haha.. alots of things happen in the bus.. damn funny.. jus got hm not long.. wanna go watch fei yi ban mama liao.. bye.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 7:05:00 PM
![]() Tuesday, April 20, 2004 haiz, wanted to go sch todae, but woke up late n jus felt so tired.. i even bathe n pack my bag aft i woke up.. but i noe if i go sch sure late 4 sch wan.. n i dun wanna take cab. haiz.. so didnt went sch... -argh- but i realli wish to go sch sia.. haiz.. i'm jus damn lazy.. well, ytd at hm.. my bro n i got into world war 4 ... lols.. we punch each other n scold n scold.. my mom was at hm.. she didnt stop us.. but askin us to beat somemore n ...........(somemore la) lols.. we quarrel becos of com... he go log of my everythin.. ta ma de... damn angry... s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 10:07:00 AM
![]() Monday, April 19, 2004 i would like to wish my da ge n da sao happi 2 mths.. lols.. wish they 4ever loving.. 4ever together.. n thx da ge 4 the treat todae.. -argh- so piss of man.. dunno wat wrong wit xiao mei? nd $ can save $ wat, y must work? is workin the onli way? haiz.. she takin her N tis yr n yet wanna work.. i dun let her work she sae tat, wat ever she do oso wrong.. kaoz eh.. if da ge da sao noe tat u wanna work they oso wont let wan lor.. y am i always the bad wan.. -argh- hate myself... -argh- duno wat to sae lah.. if she realli wanna work go work 4 all i care.. i care so much 4 wat.. i'm onli jus a xiao ge, n nth else..
*FUCK OFF* s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 8:22:00 PM
![]() Sunday, April 18, 2004 sundae again.. well, i went church todae, n fall aslp at the canteen.. cos i nd to wake zi hui wake up 8.15 i was lazy to go for mass.. cos mass cannot use fone ma, hav to go out n call.. i was so tired n sleepy.. so i went canteen lor.. fall aslp n wake zi hui wake at 8.20, n continue to slp.. lols.. slp until 9am told my parents tat i'm meetin fren n i go off alr.. well, i went to meet up wit zi hui, take back my stuffs n send her to work.. n oso had my breakfast at bk.. aft tat took 23 back to tampines, meet up wit my parents n took a cab hm.. reach hm not long, den meet up wit my cousin n went compass point.. to buy my sch project stuffs.. aft tat came back to my hse, she told me she dun realli noe how to do my project.. *pengz~! how? haha.. nvm.. she called up her frenz for help.. so later i'm goin down to tampines again man.. cos her fren stay tampines.. den i send her down to take bus hm, meetin her again at 4pm at her hse, she gotta teach me my study.. yeah~! i think i'm gonna learn smth todae.. so happi.. aft tat meetin her fren at 6pm.. need to go get some rest.. realli tired todae.. gtg.. *cHa0z* =p s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 2:06:00 PM
![]() Thursday, April 15, 2004 yeah~! yeah~! todae i went sch full dae.. from 8am to 5pm.. lols.. my 1st time man.. break record.. haha.. well, nth realli much happen.. go sch for pe.. n practical lesson.. did my projects todae.. haiz.. tml nd to hand in haven even finish doin... dunno wat to sae oso.. well, xiao mei is not feelin gd.. giddy giddy.. hope she gets well soon aft a slp.. gonna go bathe.. c ya~! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 6:30:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, April 14, 2004 tel me wat to do? i cant help thinkin abt y must she treat me lyk tat.. y? y? y? i realli dunno y.. i cant get the answer.. but i oso got to get my life goin.. i cant b 4ever like tat rite? -argh- i realli dunno wat to do.. is tis the way frens treat fren? i think i somehow or rather realli hate frenz, now? last time my best fren hurts me the most aft a quarrel, end up no best fren.. i dun believe there is any true best fren tat will always b there 4 ya.. i n her, ended up from best frenz to close fren.. well, to me.. she is realli my closer fren.. cos she onces use to b my best fren, n my onli best fren in the past.. so i realli cherish her alot.. haiz.. but tis is wat kinda frenship she return me.. hate her alot!!! i msg her, no reply.. email her, no reply.. call her, she sae she busy.. -argh- wat i do? *sob* *sob* =...( i realli dunno.. tell me wat to do? tis few daes, life 4 me realli SUX!!! cant take it.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 12:50:00 AM
![]() Tuesday, April 13, 2004 i had great fun todae..yeah.. haha.. i finally got my pay!! ar.. $80.. so shiok man.. but i now onli left $50.. haha.. well, todae i meet up wit xiao mei aft her sch.. cool man.. she told me she wanted to bring me to a place tat can make me happier.. well.. i dunno where she wanna bring me to.. she didnt tell me.. she keep on sae wanna bring me go pets shop n sell me.. lols.. aft we meet up, she went mac to blog her blogger.. aft tat we went century square food court n had our lunch.. haha.. while we eatin, shyanne call me.. told me to meet her mom at control station at 3pm to get my pay.. wahhaa... damn happi.. so i ask joyce to eat faster.. n we went to control station n wait 4 shyanne mom.. aft abt 15 mins.. she arrived.. wahhaha... my $80 finally came.. haha... 1st thing tat cum in my mind was bringin xiao mei to Haagen-Daz, to eat ice-cream.. haha.. cos i hav not been eatin ice cream 4 a long long time.. i realli wish to eat.. so i told xiao mei, let's go eat haagen-daz, n she told me the place tat she wanted to bring me go is to eat haagen-daz.. but nvm.. since i got my pay it shall b my treat, yeah? haha.. but i keep on de siao her, sae is her treat.. but end up of cos i paid.. how can i let P pay $ ? well, xiao mei ate a one fun fondue, cool man.. tat ice cream tat she ate looks so class n romantic.. n the way xia0 mei eat ar, damn funny man.. damn cute.. n er.. er.. damn er xin ar.. lols.. realli cant help luffin man.. lols.. as 4 me, i ate a divine, got 3 kind of ice cream n 2 toppin 4 me to choose.. hmm.. realli nice man.. n tat place we sat was, few yrs back i 1st treat my fren(weilis) over there too.. so tat table, remind me of her..haiz.. i realli wonder how she doin.. aft eatin, hang ard shop ard n all tat, n took a cab hm.. tat's all?? hehe.. *smilez* =p s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 8:10:00 PM
![]() i pontang sch todae again.. -argh- cos i overslept again.. haha.. i think next time i must slp early alr.. if not everydae oso pontang man.. haha.. well, smth happen last nite.. aft i put down the phone wit xiao mei, i cant get to slp.. so i was watchin tv all the while.. until zihui msg me.. she msg me a chinese msg which i dun realli noe how to read.. so i called her, had some chat chat wit her.. aft tat da ge msg me.. ask me wat i doin.. i didnt wan to reply cos tis few daes i had been smsin alot.. so i hang the fone wit zihui n i called da ge.. she told me tat we r havin conf.. ppl inside pls intro.. but no one ans.. den da ge told me tat da sao was inside.. den i said well, da sao oso nd to intro wan meh? lols.. aft tat she told me one more person inside.. ask me to guess hu.. i couldn't guess hu izzit.. den aft tat da ge told me weilis is inside.. well, when conf da ge called weilis, weilis, weilis, called so many times.. no ans.. aft tat da ge ask me wait.. she put me in private.. but go another line.. when she put me back, guess wat she said to me? ah boy, is late le, tml got sch faster go n slp... if not tml cannot wake up! -argh- wat is tis lor.. well, since she like tat sae, i said, i cant slp oso, y must u keep askin me put down.. -argh- so shit lor.. but still i put down the phone.. i dun understand y must weilis like tat.. wat i do wrong? y she doesn't wan to tok to me.. i hate it lor.. i didnt even do anythin wrong.. -argh- we didnt even quarrel wit each other.. wat really happen to make us lyk tat? r u realli veri happi treatin me like tat? huh? *sad* *sob..* =..( s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 11:18:00 AM
![]() Monday, April 12, 2004 oh.. todae i overslept again.. lols.. n miss mornin class.. haiz, but didnt even plan to go to sch todae.. but xiao mei kept askin me to go.. haiz.. in the end oso got go sch lor.. took a cab to sch.. -argh- the uncle anyhow bring me.. bring me go round n round yishun.. asshole.. make me end up pay $10.90 of cab fare.. idiot man... reach sch went canteen n had my lunch wit my classmates.. aft tat went for IT class.. we was late eh.. but the class onli got few ppl.. lols.. few mins later teh guys start cumin in.. well, todae i didnt even slp in class or lie my hard on the table wor.. i was listenin to wat the teacher was tokin.. i did ask some Q when i dunno.. sound guai, yeah? lols.. aft teacher teachin we do online test.. aft tat li ping n me was slackin ard.. i was sittin front of teacher table.. n so i tired to play wit his laptop... lols.. but he got put pw.. sian.. haha.. den i suddenly shouted teacher chinese name, TAN BENG HUAT!!! lols.. he looked at me.. said.. wat? call me 4 wat? n he told me tat, my name sound like ah beng hor? lols.. damn funny man.. haha.. n mayb tat all bah~ nth realli much happen todae.. *smilez* s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 4:34:00 PM
![]() Sunday, April 11, 2004 haiz, dunno wat wrong wit my blog, yeah? cheryl called me tis afternoon told me smth smth abt my blog, haha.. sry ar, dun realli understand wat u tokin? cos there veri noisy.. so i jus gav u my id my pw.. hehe.. ask u help me wit the changes.. A BIG THX U TO U YEAH? thx 4 helpin me to change watever things? wahh.. last nite i slept at 7+pm wahh.. tat realli early, rite? but i woke up at 12+am to off the com n ate smth, n had a chat wit joyce 4 awhile until her alvern called her.. aft i hang the phone i went back to slp.. oh mind.. didnt noe tat i could slp back.. haha.. woke up at 9+am todae 4 church.. sianz.. well, todae i went out wit *gerald* , *lucia* & *jamie* to tm.. haha.. both oso gerald fren.. but well, hope to noe ya guys beta too? erm.. todae we reached tm at abt.. er.. 1+pm? we watch a movie called prince n me? oh~ at 1st i tot tat movie was damn borin.. haha.. in the movie keep on playin msg wit cheryl.. not realli playin la.. is sms tokin abt my blog stuff.. aft i stop smsin.. i watched the movie.. er.. after all i think the movie was kinda romantic, yeah? cos the prince & the gal was together.. happi endin.. lols.. after movie went to take neos.. lols.. i like all the neos we took.. realli nice lor.. -argh- cant take it.. is soo nniicee lor.. haha.. aft tat went to eat.. n walk ard aft tat took cab hm.. haiz, went out 1 dae n all my $ all gone le.. haiz, but nvm.. i dun mind treatin them. go out onces in a while.. they oso nv work.. no income.. haha.. i think my pay cumin out abt tis week? lucky man.. use finish tis pay still got another pay.. haiz, todae when i was out.. i msg weilis.. -argh- she didnt even bother to reply my sms.. wat the.. wat is tis? y r we always so close n yet SUDDENLY so cool towards each other.. suddenly run out of topic to sae n everythin? y things turn out tis way? can someone jus tell me, y y y y? y always like tat? :( s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 7:38:00 PM
![]() Saturday, April 10, 2004 *yawn* so tired.. todae i change my own blog skin.. i did it wit my own hands, okie? all thx to xiao mei.. if she nv sae play the wat game i will nv go n change the skin.. but i told her i dun wanna play.. but i jus went to change the skin.. hehe.. nice ma? veri nice hor? so cute.. i like it alot.. haha.. haiz, i jus receive a sms from da ge, askin me wat happen to weilis? haiz.. i oso do wish to noe wat happen to her.. but i jus dunno.. she feelin upset oso find my da ge n not me.. haiz.. -.- btw, hu am i to care abt her oso? i oso not her hu.. haiz.. dun tok abt it ler.. *yawn* i'm realli tired, dun wish to tok much.. goin *bathe* tkc~! -cha0z- s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 5:45:00 PM
![]() Friday, April 09, 2004 happi gd fridae guys.. lols.. *yawn* went church early in e mornin.. haiz.. so tired.. aft church went eat breakfast.. at the kopitiam had a small quarrel wit my dad cos of hp.. haiz.. but everythin fine now.. aft tat i went work.. oh~ had a fun time there man.. lols.. hidayah n me keep on singin, sae it isnt so by gareth gates in front of the counter.. lols.. we still teach one of the auntie workin in front of the counter wan.. we all sing n dance man.. buay tahan.. haha...den cos hidayah goin hm at 3pm me? 4pm.. den i sing to her, tell me u not leavin.. sae u chance ur mind now, tat I am only dreaming.. haha.. damn funny lor.. my manager oso buay tahan us singin.. he look at hidayah n me ar, den we sing even louder.. haha.. aft my work i went compass point to collect the photo.. on my way back hm, *lookin at the photo.. aiyo.. so funny eh.. *pengz.. beeti took over 10+ of photo on firework man! bth.. waste film onli.. sianz.. got to go bathe le.. bye.. *cha0z* s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 6:19:00 PM
![]() Thursday, April 08, 2004 i pontang sch todae again man.. *pengz* since when i can 1 dae from a week dun pontang? lols.. anyway, now i at hougang plaza.. cyber cafe.. waitin 4 thomas to cum, den we go play pool.. erm.. sian eh.. tot of goin to sch for pe todae wan eh.. but li ping called me todae at 5+ in the mornin eh.. n told me tat li fang n her not goin to sch.. i was like ta ma de, can sae abt 6plus rite? call me early in d mornin jus to tell me tt? lols.. abit lame eh.. lols.. anyway, last nite i had a chat wit weilis.. is onli 4 awhile.. haiz.. i realli think tat we got nth to tok? we was like on the fone keep quiet for veri long lor.. sound like a waste of $ to call each other like tat.. so, in d end oso hang aft awhile, yeah? haiz, i was damn bored last nite.. no one to chat to.. called so many of my frens, some nv keep up.. *sianz* but aft 12 plus lucky joyce called me, if not i wondering wat i will b doin? chat abt 2 or 2 plus, yeah? i think so la, cant realli rem the time.. -argh- dunno la.. haha.. cant b bother to think so much.. gtg* chaoz* s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 12:41:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, April 07, 2004 -argh- seems to b like alot of things is happin? -argh- i dunno wat i thinkin.. haiz.. abt todae? i onli went sch for 2 hrs again.. the new teacher realli sux lor.. cos i overslept todae again.. nv go mornin class.. den jus now afternoon, when we was in class, all the gals r late, cos we went north point to had our lunch.. lols.. den the teacher tot tat i nv go sch, when he saw mer, guess wat he said? omg.. cant take it man.. he said, oh Martina, jus back from tennis training ? lame rite? buay tahan.. lols.. i still ans him ya lor.. haiz, so tired aft the trainin.. lols.. i think todae had a small quarrel wit da ge? haiz, she keep on ask me replace her work from 6 to 10pm.. tat time i nv tot of goin hm at 3pm.. at 1st i wanted to stay in sch until 5pm.. so i told her tat i got sch until 5.. cant help her... haiz, smth i dun understand lor.. y me? y onli find me? my sch end at 5? go hm take uniform all tat go back yishun bk.. is like alr.. goin to 7pm ? yeah? den work how many hrs? kaoz, den she keep on sae dun help den dun help.. wat is tis lor.. i realli cant take it man.. is not i dun wan help eh.. i tml still got sch, in the mornin 6 plus nd wake up eh.. den tml mornin still got pe.. veri tired lor.. n todae aft sch oso sure tired wan lor.. -argh- i dunno wat she wan from me lah! everytime like tat.. she tired wanna slp cos she ton out last nite, den wat abt me? wat kind of bro she is? did she put herself in my shoe? i'm sick oso.. y keep on force me go work? i'm oso tired aft my sch wat.. -argh- * my head got alot of things ar * -argh- i think i will b drivin myself crazyin if i continue to b like tat.. but i jus cant help from thinkin abt things? yeah? -argh- my pay jus out todae, the next pay will b next mth.. my pay is onli $100+ lor, wtf, my dad wan me to take out $80 pay my bill!! kaoz.. tat time, he promise to pay my bill 4 me, n yet now, his askin me 4 $.. he think i work realli earn alot meh? wtf the thinkin, cb!! i onli work few daes lor, next pay next mth den out, i 1 one whole mth eat air ar? i go out wit fren oso no $.. ccb.. fuck him lah.. -argh- wat kind of father! he no $, my pro ar? my pay out still wan me lent him $, he think i wat? flooded wit $ ar? ccb, where got father borrow from child $? -argh- i'm not goin to let him take any of my $ man! they r my hard earn $.. ccb.. tat time my bank got few k ar.. all gib him spent finish.. i oso keep queit.. tis time no lor! fuck him to hell man, i'm not gonna let him TOUCH MY $$$.. -argh- $$$$$$$$ y tis world everythin oso nd $$$$!!!! -argh- i where can cum out $80? nuts man he! my mom there keep on #@$%^&.. all she noe is nag nag nag.. onli noe how to nag.. dunno how to help my dad wit all the watever bills? onli noe how to keep her own $ to herself!! selfish!!! -argh- my brain n mind goin to *BOOM* alr -argh- haiz, i wish to share my everythin tat is goin on now wit ya.. but i dun think i gotta chance? cos EVERYTHIN SUX!! *sob* :...( s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 5:47:00 PM
![]() Tuesday, April 06, 2004 tue tue.. i pontang sch again.. lolx.. y? cos i went 4 work.. haha.. the work veri shiok wan eh.. 1h $10 eh.. hu so stupid dun wanna work rite? den so relax.. jus stand there onli.. but 1 bad thing la.. u r alone.. veri boring wan.. haha.. so far i think todae i earn abt $70? or $70 plus bah~ cos i onli work from 10am to 5pm+ onli eh.. nv work until 6pm.. pray hard tat i will go sch tml.. lolx.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 6:45:00 PM
![]() Monday, April 05, 2004 -argh- i woke up late for sch todae.. haha.. *look at the time* btw, oso late le, so i nv go for mornin class.. i went back to slp. i went for It class at 1pm.. haha.. haiz, went sch for 2 hrs It class.. *yawn* i did listen to wat the teacher is tokin.. but its onli last for an hr.. lolx.. class start 1pm, abt 2pm li ping, li fang, dila n me.. we told teacher we go toilet.. lolx, end up, lifang n me went canteen eat.. omg.. i was realli hungry eh.. whole dae nv eat lor.. i went to eat roti pata.. lols.. abt 15min later we went back to class.. *yawn* aft eatin so tired..haha, so i slept in class.. lolx.. sound like a waste of time to go sch, aft sch, omg.. ranin cats n dogs man.. bth.. got hm all wet wet.. guess tt was my dae.. lolx.. yeah? well, tkc.. gtg.. *chao* s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 11:11:00 PM
![]() Saturday, April 03, 2004 no one understand me.. i'm tryin to act normal.. but is realli hard.. i'm feelin down deep in my heart.. i oso dunno y i feel tat way.. i hate to c my frens turn out like tat.. i hate to c her cry, i hate to c her puttin all the blame to herself.. i hate all tat.. n i hate ben! n i think i realli noe wat kind of fren he his.. not worth my time.. his actin veri gd.. -argh- if ytd thing nv happen i will nv noe wat kind of fren he is.. i'm so disappointed wit him.. more den 10 yrs of frenship.. *sob.. is tis wat i get back? tell me? i realli hate tat! n to joyce.. haiz.. i dun wish to let her noe anithin.. i did wanted to tok to her, last nite.. so i msg her.. but no reply.. not even a call back from her.. nvm.. i dun blame her.. mayb she fall aslp or cant use phone.. haiz.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 4:51:00 PM
![]() -fuck fuck fuck- kaoz, wat a dae i had ytd man!! kaoz! i went down monks last nite! kaoz! tio taiji wit tat kelen fren LiLi.. is not i tio wan, k? is they nth beta to do, they cum tio me.. ccb!! i'm not in the wrong, k? y must i sae sry? rite? fuck! in the end i said sry, guess y? cos they r passive n gals.. no matter wat, they r rite! fuck! watever they sae all rite la, den watever bungs said all wrong la! ccb! n got one more gal ar, tat kelen tat fren Lili another fren ar, help her tok! kaoz, cb wan! tat fuckin lili hit the table can la hor! i buay tahan liao, cant take it lor, they always hit the table! i hit onces, n we started fightin.. fuck lor, i did hit back, i noe i was wrong to hit a gal, but.. fuck lor, tat gal oso veri big size lor.. y cant i hit.. she hit me more den i hit her, n end up again i must sae sry! wtf!!! n i felt so bad towards weilis... we didnt tok much aft tat taiji oso.. haiz, my tears jus keep droppin when i saw weilis cryin over there.. fuck lor, when we was tokin, i wanted to walk over to weilis, they oso dun let! ccb! wtf! but still in the end i go towards weilis, i dunno y la, i walk towards her onli, at tat time, i was really sad, cos watever tat happen ytd she puts all the blame on herself.. i said to her is not ur fault.. but she jus keep on sayin is her fault.. at tat time, my tears realli cant stop man! i hate to c weilis like tat.. i c her like tat my heartache.. *sob.. when we was fightin, my spect dropped.. omg.. i was so scare tat my spect was broken.. haha.. lucky nv.. Aj gf cheryl took my spect.. n kept 4 me.. fuck lor! ccb! hit my head until dunno like wat fuck like tat! cb! -argh- aft the taiji, i went up to weilis again, she told me to leave her alone.. so, i didnt tok to her, but instead she tok to kelen.. i was wtf! kaoz, since she dun wan tok to me, fine. let it b.. ytd, i didnt went in to the mm la, i was at the shoppin center inside sittin down wit da ge n da sao.. weilis n ben went in n enjoy.. -argh- realli hate ytd.. but smth veri funny ytd.. da ge n me went toilet, we heard ppl inside ****** lolx, u noe i noe la.. haha.. den i told da ge let's wait 4 them cum out.. so we waited outside.. aft awhile we went inside again, akira fren was inside too.. haha.. aft tat the 4 of cum out, we was sayin wtf, cos they inside sae wat slap me slap me!! lolx.. aft tat da ge, da sao n me we went to the pool there sit n wait 4 them cum out.. lolx.. but akira fren n aikra they all wanna hear n disturb them.. haha, they walk pass us.. akira fren ask us to go too.. lolx.. so we went in too.. haha.. tat akira ar, damn funny eh.. keep on knock their door.. ask if anyone inside, i nd to use toilet.. she climb up n c oso eh.. lolx.. but guess wat? i ask her wat she saw, she said saw nth.. haha.. we did alots of shit inside la.. haha, aft tat we nd to go out liao, cos the person over there, chase us out.. den e 7 of us went out... but we onli went out of them toitel, waitin 4 the bung n gal cum out.. haha.. omg! tat gal look like shit.. the bung was like so shag.. lolx.. the bung the eyes ar, look like ghost man! cos they eye bag.. veri deep.. hahahaa.. damn funny lor... n nth mush go on aft tat.. went hm wit ben n weilis, da ge da sao took bus.. we took cab.. haiz, ppl.. marks my words lor.. I'M NOT GOIN DOWN TO MONKS ANYMORE!! HATE TAT PLACE MAN! FULL OF SHIT! *PUI* s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 1:46:00 PM
![]() Thursday, April 01, 2004 HappI aPriL fOOl dae man!! haha, wat a stupid dae.. haha, todae i got pe, i did went 4 my pe, but i told my teacher i was sick, he ask me wat sick? i said flu.. haha.. dne i dun nd do pe liao wor.. so happi.. i todae go sch until 12pm i chao alr.. haha, so sianz lor.. den i went PS to find ben n weilis.. meet them aft their class.. we had lunch, long john.. haha.. n we shop around at PS.. aft tat we went city plaza.. cos weilis wanna buy a top.. omg.. i was sick eh, they walk n walk non-stop.. i was so tired, until i realli cannot take it.. i went to the 2 floor n sit down n SLP!!! haha.. i told them aft they finish shoppin den cum find me.. oh.. i really fell aslp eh.. haha.. they cum back abt 50 min ltr.. damn long lor.. haiz.. we shop until abt 6+ den weilis n me took mrt hm, i send her hm 1st den i go hm lor.. haiz, reach hm abt 8.05pm.. so tired todae.. dunno whether tml wanna go monks anot.. haiz.. they kept askin me to go.. *thinkin* dunno.. haiz.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 8:18:00 PM
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