my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Sunday, February 27, 2005 haiz.. i'm sorry if i've showed anione of ya attitude jus now. i jus dun lyk last min stuffs.. ya wan tk it, dun wan leave it.. hate it when is lyk, ya ask 4 time to think, n yet later still cant confirm wit me.. n i hate ppl, telin me ok, den change their minds.. jus a stupid dae i've got!!! biggest fool of all.. ya rite, n tat's me!!! */hate being a fool.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 8:54:00 PM
![]() Thursday, February 24, 2005 *yawn* jus woke up not long.. shiiiok man.. slept abt 12hrs.. gain all my energy back le.. lols.. pontang sch todae. mornin wanted to go sch. woke up, n bathe, brush teeth n everythin. den saw liping msg.. haiz.. den i was oso lazy to go sch.. so, went back n slp.. lols.. wah lau, go out one dae shoppin end up lyk shit man!! wahhhh.. end up tired until nv go sch.. lols.. hahaha.. ytd mornin the 1st lesson we went was theory lesson. went i 1st step in the class, walkin toward my sit.. in front of my table, the front row.. i saw $4.. lols.. i did told teacher i found money.. but she ask me gib her, i sae, since i pick up, its mine.. hee.. den i divide half half wit li ping, she $2 , i oso $2.. lols.. den she todae, jus now called me.. she said tat ytd tk tat $2, den at nite took cab drop wallet or $$$.. hmm.. cant rem.. lols.. so funni sia.. hahaha.. ***laughin out loud.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 1:13:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, February 23, 2005 gosh.. i'm lyk so tired can??? *yawn* aft sch came hm str8.. argghh... went out wit liping n david.. i'm lyk force 2 go, can?? aft we met up, we went kfc 4 lunch.. aft tat we went sim lim tower.. gosh.. tat whole building was lyk so noisy, can? from b1 to level 3 lion dances every where.. gosh.. buay tahan man.. argghhh.. went up n down jus to find a big board 4 our project.. cant find one realli big wan.. but at last, we bought a board hm too.. aft tat, we went walkin ard.. not long later, we left the place.. i went down tam pass joyce her stuffs, den i was lyk realli tired.. my legs was lyk realli pain too.. so i took a cab hm... *yawn* i'm lyk so hungry now, can?? i haven eat my dinner.. *arrgghhh... ***tired tired TIRED!!!! *yawn* s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 9:37:00 PM
![]() Sunday, February 20, 2005 went church todae.. aft tat went to eat.. todae i wanna stock up my stuffs, so i went supermarket wit my parents.. while my mom she in ntuc, my dad n i sat down n we had a nice tok.. hmmm.. i tok to him abt my studys.. i told him, i'm lyk jus wastin my time n ur $$$, y not jus let me quit sch?? he said, NO!! he said, now my tis age is to study, so no matter wat, i've 2 study.. he said, he rather waste the $$$... he oso wan me go sch study.. well, kinda felt bad.. y is my dad so gd?? why his thinkin is lyk tat? i told him abt y i'm tu lan wit thomas.. he told me, zhuo ren yao da fang.. bu yao ji jiao.. bu yao xiao qi.. he ask me forgib him.. haiz.. my dad even told me abt 'love' out of no whr.. hard to believe rite?? haiz.. he said tat, dun ever 'an lian' yi ge ren.. 'an lian' is veri tong ku.. cos if one dae u watch the one u like, snatch away by other ppl, all u can do is, jus stand by a side n watch.. u cant do anithin.. is veri tong ku... he said wanna love, must 'kan kan ai' dun hide ur love 2 some1 u lyk... gosh.. aft havin a tok wit him.. i realli feel great.. but i was lyk so shock.. y is he tellin me abt love?? out of no whr lor.. hmm.. abit funni.. lols... *** is so nice to hav a DAD lyk U, I LOVE YA !!! =) s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 9:52:00 PM
![]() wat i wan in life? i dunno.. wat i live 4 in life? i dunno.. wat i'm doin now? slackin.. wat i c myself in 10yrs time? a useless person, i think.. wat kinda person am i ?? LAZY.. STUPID.. cant think of smth gd.. is a waste of time n money 4 me to live in tis world.. i'm jus a useless person.. w/o me, the world is still spinnin.. still dun understand, y am i there?? ya, think i shld quit sch.. wat she sae is rite.. wastin my parents $$$.. but if i realli do tat, i think tat i'm stupid.. even my bro got an nitec cert, n i hav nth.. at least i oso must hav an nitec cert.. jus lyk 8 more mths, i'm gonna complete my course.. is so boring livin.. nth great 4 me to enjoy.. all i do is onli SLP SLP SLP to kill my time.. so fuckin de borin.. i'm tired of slpin all the time.. argghh!!! dunno wat i wan!!! how i wish i could lyk jus fuck off in the world n dun hav to c him!!! the more i c him, the more i hate him!!! *** hate myself 4 livin.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 1:25:00 AM
![]() Thursday, February 17, 2005 hohoho!!! hmmm.. went sch full dae todae man!!! from 8am to aft CS class.. gosh.. think tat mirco lesson, is gonna hav phase test soon ar? die die.. went the theory lesson todae mornin.. gosh.. i was like slackin again, dun even understand wat teacher is tokin abt... argghh.. did my DA theory test todae.. gosh.. abit stress la.. did study 4 an hr plus ytd.. read so many on unti 5 n 6 lor.. ass.. den cum out so many tat stupid maths!!! wahh.. realli stress man!!! aft DA test, 9 of us went north point to had our lunch.. hohoho!!! guess wat we ate? long john.. hmm.. tis yr is our 1st time, out 4 lunch.. lols.. aft eatin, we went shoppin at north point.. den went back to sch.. gosh.. from jan to feb, todae is my 2nd time goin to customer service.. gosh.. always pon.. li ping la!!! everytime ask me thur dun go sch.. muahahaha... den so suay wor.. 2nd lesson wit tat teacher onli, went in class, last min sae got test!!! our veri 1st test!! *pengz wahh.. but heng heng ar.. suppose to end class at 3pm.. becos of tat test, we do finish can go le.. haha.. had it done abt 30mins.. den we chaoz le.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 10:07:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, February 16, 2005 arggghhh!!! tml got DA theory test.. gosh.. i'm like still not studyin??? die!!! went to slp jus now.. woke up at 9 plus.. wat the.. argghh!! i'm hungry now!! haven had my dinner yet!!! i nd to STUDY!!! STUDY STUDY!!! cant fail... gtg.. bye!!! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 10:11:00 PM
![]() Friday, February 11, 2005 argghh!!! freakin bored now!!! no one wanna go out.. sianz.. a dae to rot at hm again.. hmm.. todae is ash wed.. so sianz.. gotta go church.. argghhh!!! why must u tel me how ya feel? why must ask me wat to buy? why must u tel me things tat i didnt noe? why must u tel me smth tat i dun wish to listen?? why why why?? is hell for me!!! wat the fuck!!! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 1:55:00 PM
![]() Tuesday, February 08, 2005 hmm..
had my dinner.. todae was my 1st time eatin at hm together wit my own family of 4.. n is oso the 1st time all 4 of us sit down n eat steam boat together.. the last time was ate was wit frenz arnd.. hmm.. the feelin was realli great.. hee.. i ate alot too.. was the 1st to start n e last to stop.. lols.. hmm.. wat the world is becomin man?? realli dun get it.. y things turn tis way?? r they the real them? hate to think tis way.. how i wish we can nv grow up.. 4ever in our children world.. full of toys n toys.. no pro, no worries.. onli toys n jus toys.. did i do the wrong thing? haiz.. realli dunno.. dun wish to c her get hurt.. but she wish to noe the true.. others told me not to sae.. n i promise.. so wat shld i do? break my promise? tel her n c she get hurt? why must some ppl care so much when is none of their business??? haiz.. realli kpo sia.. like to add fire n oil onli.. haiz.. btw, i'm sorry.. some stuffs i realli dunno.. not tat i hide them from u.. or mayb i forgotten.. lyk ya noe, i'm forgetful??? so u cant force me rem all rite? yupz.. jus s o r r y btw, thx for burnin e cd 4 me.. is thx 4 addin my tat fav song.. not jus becos u burn the cd.. thanks lots.. hey frenz out there!!! happi chinese new yr in advance!!! gd luck in watever ya do!! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 10:59:00 PM
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