my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Thursday, March 31, 2005 PLS, dun ever leave me alone!! i will b so lost w/o u wit me.. i mean it.. n i realli do.. from the bottom of my hrt!!! I LOVE YA!!! i'll b there 4 ya all the time.. pls pls.. dun go oversea.. i dun wish to b alone.. u r jus so impt to me.. i'm scare of loneliness.. scare of dark.. pls b my light.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 9:58:00 PM
![]() bleah!~ i didnt slp the whole last nite.. guess tat is becos i had too much slp le. sianz.. i will b here if u nd me?? <- BULLSHITS!!! tat is a wat so called frenz r for?? huh? i called, hmm.. 7 ppl last nite.. out of the 7 r my, pri sch classmate, sec sch classmates, ite classmate.. n frenz n my nu er.. yupz.. n none of the above chatted wit me?? the last person i called was my nu er.. hmm.. best.. she chatted wit me 4 few hrs.. love ya much much!!! aft i hang the phone wit her, bored to death man!!! went sch alone todae!! liping david all nv go sch!! sob.. so alone, can? lucky is theory lesson, not practical.. if not i hav to do all by my own.. todae got CS class... lazy to go.. how kng sae they oso not goin.. so i went back hm 12noon.. argghh.. 8 to 12noon, k? so alone!!! <-c tat anot, loh liping?? *i'm sleepy .. (-.-") s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 2:37:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, March 30, 2005 yoz yoz~ wassup man?!?!?! hee.. i potang sch todae!!! -worried- grace ng said tat she had the love letter on hand le. ready to send out.. i promise her tat i will goin to sch everydae. yet i potang sch todae!! -.-" oh gosh.. i from ytd 11 plus.. i slept all the way to todae afternoon 3 plus eh.. tat will b abt 16hrs of slp i had.. muahahahaa.. *bleah!~ yahooo~ frenship dae is cumin!!! hu is gonna x-change present?? s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 4:32:00 PM
![]() Monday, March 28, 2005 *yawn* out whole dae. enjoyed myself!! skip sch todae. -.-" hee.. went bro's hse in the mornin. we went to meet zihui aft her sch. watched miss congenilaity. oh freak.. tat show was realli funni, can? keep laughin my ass off!!! wahahahahaha.. argghh.. freak.. i wanted to buy the billabong, the hang over the neck tat wan!!! humpf!!! 77th street no more le!! -sad- i jus saw it on thur lo.. so fast no more le!!! argghh! @#%!$%$# saw hui hui at spotlight during the nite time. shop so long at spotlight. aft tat zihui went back le. 3 of us, went to ate kfc.. aft tat continue to walk.. soon later, took a cab hm.. *had a tired dae man. time 4 me to bathe.. gtg.. c ya!!! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 10:39:00 PM
![]() Sunday, March 27, 2005 haiz.. somehow or rather, i reallli cannot tk it... i feel lyk leavin.. leavin tis painful world. here i am tryin 2 4get. yet shits keep happenin!!! dun tel me is not worth. to me, it worth.. cos i dun hav to face ani of ya. mayb i'm jus too weak.. i'm not even as strong as u think. i'm not sure if ya will b readin tis. i noe to ya, i'm jus puttin on a mask. i noe puttin on a mask, no one can help. but still, i wish to tel ya.. thanks 4 chattin n all wit me.. chattin wit ya cheers me up. cos we keep laughin abt the past we had.. n to ya!!! if u happens to read tis, u shld noe hu i tokin abt. i dun need the msg she send u, n u forward it to me. so wat if is ya wanna sae tat to me? cant u sae in ur own words?? s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 11:12:00 PM
![]() Saturday, March 26, 2005 so fast is sat le.. last sat, we were all havin fun. sigh.. yet now? haiz.. sch startin soon.. test on mon, haven study! sure get 0.. b4 sch close, got project.. due 3 wks.. haven even touch. worse! i dunno how to do! haiz.. todae mom didnt go uncle's hse. she came hm str8 aft church. argghhh!! she made cookies!! is lyk her 1st time?? gosh.. i hate cookies.. but i'm force 2 eat tat, can? gosh.. taste abit.. ahem ahem.. i ask her, y ur cookie so ugly? she told me, she make until too flat the 1st time. haiz.. i told her, my fren make wan more nice den urs. muahahhaha.. n shit! she ask me go ask ur fren how she do. i was lyk keep askin her.. go away.. go away.. dun fan me... i wish i can ask. but things now lyk tat? how can i ask? i oso dun dare ask.. haiz.. jus wat a dae la.. force eatin cookies.. argghh.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 9:13:00 PM
![]() Friday, March 25, 2005 jesus die on the cross for us. to wash away all our sins.. i've kiss jesus feet todae!!! todae is gd fridae!! haiz.. a dae to go church again.. so sick.. always go all the way to tampines jus for 1hr mass.. but todae mass is 1h 30mins.. so stupid lo.. is lyk sengkang got st.anne church she dun wan go. idiot.. mk me wake up so early.. hmm.. guess tat i'm nt goin out todae.. jus abit lazy.. hee.. didnt c ya for daes is lyk yrs 4 me.. didnt tok to ya for daes is lyk mths 4 me.. how long can i hold on there? is so hard to forget.. *tryin my veri best.. :) *** Oh baby why would you hurt me so long? Hurt me so long.. Zhe yi ge ren bu gai shi wo. Oh baby why would you hurt me so long? Please let me know... Nan guo shi ni liu gei wo de xian suo. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 5:01:00 PM
![]() Thursday, March 24, 2005 thx 4 being there 4 me when i needed some1 the most!! I LOVE YA!!! but i felt so bad.. i felt tat i was a burden to ya guys.. w/o me, things wont b lyk tat.. i'm sorry.. but aft so much, i've decided.. i nd to let go.. cos i'm lyk onli gibin ppl pain.. compare 2 ytd n todae.. i was realli happi todae.. i was so alone ytd.. feelin so hopeless.. dunno wat to do.. i got to admit tat i'm weak. tat's y i msg ya!! ytd 2am kelvin came n fetch me to stacy hse.. i stayed over nite there. but i didnt slp the whole nite. was thinkin of so many stuffs.. when stacy told me, she feel lyk cryin when i msg her tat msg.. i felt so guilty n bad.. i felt tat i'm realli an idiot!! A BURDEN!!! sry to tk up ya guys time. thanks 4 spendin the dae wit me todae! haiz.. fallin sick soon i guess. feelin so sick now.. hate the feelin of sick!! argghh... s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 10:22:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, March 23, 2005 =..( argghhhh!!! i'm so tong ku!! help me!!! i cried myself to slp last nite. when i woke up, i cried again.. MARTINA KWANG, can u pls stop it??? haiz.. dunno y.. jus cant stop. not tat i dun wanna stop. i'm tired... i'm realli tired.. but i cant get to slp.. how? s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 1:20:00 PM
![]() omg!! bleah!~ look at the time now?? is lyk 3 plus, huh? if my eyes didnt c wrongly.. (@_@) freak!! my eyes r in pain.. i nd to slp!! tried my best 2 slp. but i cant.. tryin to slp since 12mm till now. cant slp, tat y i online.. no one online is here 2 entertian me too. BORED!!! gtg.. gd nitez ppl.. :) *dun wanna thk abt anything s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 3:40:00 AM
![]() Tuesday, March 22, 2005 i'm so painful... tryin to act as normal as i can. but i guess tat i nd time.. as wat she said, dun b selfish, n i thk is rite. dun hav to bother abt others, when both r realli in love. fren, no use tellin me sry. no one is to blame, no one is at fault. i wont blame anione.. u will always b my gd buddy!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE- I NEED TIME-------------- s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 10:06:00 PM
![]() SCH HOLIDAE STARTED YTD!!! for tis whole week i can slp late!! y e a h ~ ! nth much to blog.. *chaoz ~ ! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 12:50:00 PM
![]() Saturday, March 19, 2005 wee wee!~ went k box ytd. bought my mp3 alr. YEAH!! uploaded the songs too.. todae my gd bro treated me CARTEL breakfast!!! hahaha.. woke up at 7 plus.. meet up wit them at 8 plus.. wahhh.. so nice man!!! yum yum.. lols.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 3:33:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, March 16, 2005 sad sad sad sad sad~! he left us alr.. kinda sad tho.. he is so young.. seen the world not long.. so poor thing.. =..( u will always b remembered by me. =) s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 2:58:00 PM
![]() Sunday, March 13, 2005 wat a dae at work. -.-" stayed in-hse ytd. slept ard 3 plus.. woke up 5 plus.. work 6am.. work for few hrs, sini n me went back le.. went 4 breakfast.. hmmm.. i ate big breakfast.. so nice.. love it man!! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 5:18:00 PM
![]() Thursday, March 10, 2005 -.-" wat i post all gone jus now. sianz.. hmmm.. yum yum.. cooked potato salad jus now, when i jus woke up.. great.. hmmm.. well, no sch 4 me todae!! cos i gav myself a OFF dae!! muahahahaha.. oh gosh.. looks lyk gonna rain soon at sk. sianz.. pls dun rain.. b4 i get lazy to go out.. hee.. JOYCE a veri big happi bdae to ya!! tml must turn up, k? =( s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 2:36:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, March 09, 2005 sskooll borin dae.. another dae slackin in class. aft sch went down pasir ris park. wanted to book pit there. wat a dae man... waste my trip there. the shop is lyk not there? CLOSE!! sob sob.. waited 4 403 cum every 1hr onli. -.-" so no bus, gotta walk all the way out to the main road 2 get a cab. went down tampines, took train.. went all the way 2 national parks board there jus to book a pit. -.-" the lift was lyk so high, can? eee.. scary.. 18th floor.. wahh.. omg!! aft tat i went suntec walked ard.. den bugis shop shop.. den meet up wit stacy, den we went sim pang bedok 2 had our dinner.. gosh.. ate the plaster prata!! nice nice!! yum yum man!! hmm... */tired.. -.-" s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 10:06:00 PM
![]() Tuesday, March 08, 2005 -.-" is a boring dae. did nth but slack in class. went sw todae. played badminton. gosh.. my hands r all so tired now. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 3:52:00 PM
![]() Monday, March 07, 2005 morniin gosh.. woke up at 9am was kinda afraid tat i wil b late for test. drank 1 glass of milk. quickly rush out. school sux.. didnt do well 4 both my test. shit.. but grace ng sae tat i wont fail my practical. theory can sae bye bye le. -.-" went dw tam aft sch. meet up wit, stacy, sini n joyce. went swensen n eat.. walked ard aft tat. ass!! i wont leave unless i'm realli reachin my TOP!!! __*pissed off s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 6:25:00 PM
![]() Sunday, March 06, 2005 sini, waynnie, anna jus left my hse.. i was so tired.. fall aslp half way, while they was playin e com. jus woke up not long. send them off to the door. shit!! tml got practical n theory test. wat am i doin here? jus too tired 2 get e mood 2 study. how? becos of the test, tml start sch at 10am 4 group 2. *pray hard tat e paper will b easy!! hey guyz, pray 4 me yupz? //get my ass off n study!!! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 9:19:00 PM
![]() at winnie hse now. hmmm.. winnie is bathin now.. guess tat i'm leavin soon.. *yawn* sundae afternoon, i didnt took my afternoon nap.. =( abit tired.. hee.. change my blogskin. nice? */chaoz~! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 4:37:00 PM
![]() Friday, March 04, 2005 *yawn* freakin TIRED ar!!! todae aft sch, ping, sini n me.. we went jb.. we had our lunch at city square. gosh.. we ate chix wit noodless.. argghh.. is lyk 1/2 the chix, so big, can?? i cut my chix until my chix is lyk can almost 'fly' out of my plate. lols.. aft eatin, shop ard lor.. den we went holidae plaza.. gosh.. i onli spent my $ on food n food.. i didnt buy anithin 4 myself.. sini n ping, they enjoy sia.. buy tis buy tat.. freakin tired, walkin here n there.. *yawn* got hm abt 7 plus le.. sianz.. hmm.. later i must go watch my vcd le.. left one more last disc n i'm gonna finish the whole show!!! */tired!! s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 8:43:00 PM
![]() Thursday, March 03, 2005 sob... i'm broke!!! argghh.. went out wit tat idiot stacy ytd, spent idiot 10 bucks on her shirt!!! arggh!! shldnt hav bet wit her.. argghh!! hmmm.. went sch full dae todae.. yeahhh!! got 78marks for my mirco theory test!! *yawn* i'm lyk kinda real tired now. aft sch wanted to went hm, but stacy ask me to meet her, she told me her dad in hospital.. so, i went down tam meet sini n stacy.. 3 of us went hospital.. hmm.. left ard evenin time.. hope her dad is fine. went tam inter food court 4 dinner. aft tat, we walked ard tam again!! sianz.. haiz* things r lyk, not the same as b4.. */sadd.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 9:54:00 PM
![]() Wednesday, March 02, 2005 jus finish watchin 2 disc of the vcd.. *yawn* todae mornin was lyk rainin cats n dogs, yea? lols.. so i didnt when sch.. such a nice weather to slp.. so coolin.. oooo... woke up at 11plus.. felt lyk goin to sch, but soon, class gonna end le.. no point goin.. hmmm.. i'm sry tat i've made a big fuss out of it. hope things wont get worse.. i noe, is lyk no point sayin sry.. but i'm still sorry.. */i'm sorry.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 1:53:00 PM
![]() Tuesday, March 01, 2005 gosh... so hot outside.. sun so bright man.. feel lyk meltin outside.. lols.. watched vcd till 2am plus ytd.. was so tired to woke up in the mornin.. didnt felt lyk goin to sch... but, still i drag my feet to sch.. *yawn* mornin practical lesson, can sae tat all the while i was lyk there slpin.. i was jus so damn tired.. was hearin wat liping tokin abt her bdae callin hu n hu.. i ended up slpin there.. dun even noe lyk, wat i'm tokin to her tat time.. lols... whhhaa.. aft tat is FAS class at 12noon, more sianz.. once step in, abt 10 mins later.. i fall aslp le... slept all the way till 2pm.. tat stupid liping was lyk drawin pic of me when i was slpin.. gosh.. is lyk so er xin.. not nice at all.. lols.. both of us skip SW todae.. weather so hot.. killin me man!!! miss our bus, took cab to north point.. wahhh.. buay tahan.. tis wk i spent alot of $$$ sia!!!! hmmm.. i wanna go watch my vcd le.. chaoz... */so tired aft back from sch.... s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 3:32:00 PM
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