+i'm alone in da darkness+

2007-08-19T21:12:00.000+08:00

finally finish all the presentation.. all our stone gone! haiz.. but exam comin up.. stress.. nxt wk i'll b takin my scor sub paper.. pls pray i'll pass!!! i realli need to pass.. i will study.. n i realli will..

tdy, had family dnr at amk hub the dian xiao er.. kor kor treat.. lolx.. chop him $150++

heehee..

2007-08-16T05:23:00.000+08:00

update update!!

wed, went for my class.. having presentation tdy. our group is presentin DELL. gosh.. so scare can? last sat onli present to 1 group now is whole class.. -.-" teacher wants the timing to b abt 16-20mins, 1st few group, we notice tat when they haven rch 15mins, teacher sure ask them qns.. but guess what? we TOOK ONLI 12mins 20sec?? gosh.. dead dead dead.. that the words in our mind.. when we sae the end? guess what? we look at teacher.. teacher said good good veri good.. phew... heng man.. at tt point of tym, our big stone drop alr.. lolx..

so far, 2 big stone of ours had dropped. we left 1 more, tis cumin sat for the warehouse mgnt.. gosh.. tt 1 also veri scary lor.. we until now haven start on anithin yet.. meetin up tis cumin fri to finish.. sat present.. STRESSSSSSS!!!!! arrrgghh..... my scor model exam cumin up!!! gotta pull up my socks liao..

MARTINA KWANG JIA YOU!!!! ;p

2007-08-14T06:04:00.000+08:00

im back.. finally.. heehee..

well, here is some of my update..
ive bought a dog on 24/7/07.. Name CASPER!! his breed is maltese.. he is now abt goin 4mths.. his bdae fall on 22/4/07 heehee..

he slp in my room.. pee & poo in my room and play in my room.. he is my everythin!!! :p

mon morning, aft my work i went for my driving lesson, aft tt went cold storage.. heehee.. i bought fish ah, chix ah, carrots ah and pasta!!! when i got hm casper is so happi seein me.. (n_n)

i cook him his lunch, pasta wit carrots and crab stick.. (but winnie told me crab stick is nt gd 4 them, nt goin to let him eat tat again) hmmm.. aft eating,i bathe him. tdy is my 1st tym bathin him!! the bathing tym was fun.. he jus look so cute!! tat's my casper!!! heehee.. fun, but i was super tired. aft tat hav to blow dry him, clear his ear.. -.-" stress!!! aft tat bathe, and i went str8 to bed.. gosh.. i was realli realli tired..

woke up at 5+pm, again had dnr, and tym 4 work. IMPT IMPT!!! im goin to resign!! i had place my resignation letter on SK table, im nt goin to tel him.. jus gonna wait for him 2 c my letter.. hmmm.. abit scare wor.. but im firm tis tym round, no1 is goin 2 hold me bck.. i had enough!! im realli tired..

hey my frenz.. im goin to free.. i'll b free 2 meet up!! beeti, wait 4 me go clubbin.. lolx.. (n_n)v

2007-07-01T21:28:00.000+08:00

1st of july
GST UP 2%..
sob sob.. =..(
we have to pay 7% now

haiz.. gov onli give ppl hu are above 21 money.. haiz.. im onli 20 tis yr!! haiz..

ytd aft my sch, i went down to bugis fish & co, bought tat mint candy.. noe wat? ytd was last dae of 5% gst.. lol.. i save 2%.. wahahhahaha...

2007-06-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

yaahhhoooo........

I PASS MY FTT TDY!! heehee.. im so happi.. finally pass my ftt.. i took 10mins to complete.. ya noe? im so scare tt i will fail again.. heehee.. heng heng ah.. passed.. i've book my TP tdy too.. is on the 24/9.. wow.. few more mths to go.. yeahh.. closer to gettin my license..

:p

2007-06-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

nw bck to work..

ytd aft wrk went to c doc.. haiz.. manage to get 1 dae mc.. went hm rest awhle b4 gg out.. as i sae we had lunch, cost me a bomb!!! $133++ -.-" oh ya, n i bought a adidas tshirt.. heehee.. went to GAP at suntec wanted to buy tis polo tee n tshirt.. but my mum n auntie nv wait 4 me.. thy went off.. so nv buy lor..

heehee.. ytd was my 1st nite w/ my air con on!! lolx.. at 1st on 24degree.. wow.. too cold.. change 28degree... hmmmm... feel gd.. slpt all the way till mng.. lolx.. tdy mng, bcs i didnt get to buy tt tshirt frm GAP, i went down to vivo GAP outlet to buy.. haiz.. but thr nv sell.. the guy sell diff outlet may sell diff design.. -.-" so i didnt of my stuffs.. i went daiso, bot cookie the toilet-sheet.. aiyo.. jeannie ask me buy 5pkt.. omg.. so nan kan lor.. n bcs vivo nv GAP dun hv, i tot town the GAP bigger.. mayb got sell.. hu noes i took a cab down to town.. guess wat? thy sae nv sell.. haiz.. i lppl lor.. took another cab dwn to suntec.. and finally i bought 1 tshirt.. heehee.. wanted to hv lunch at suntec.. wow.. the food is so ex.. ended up, took cab home..

rch home, nt long ltr fall aslp le..
nw at work lor..
haiz..

2007-06-22T04:00:00.000+08:00

yeahhhh.. finally install aircon!! sae bye bye to the hot afternoon.. heehee..

ytd the ppl came over to fix the aircon.. wow.. the whole house is lyk so dirty n noisy lor.. bth.. haiz.. but i was jus so tired.. tt i went off to bed in the afternoon abt 2plus.. omg.. guess wat? i jus fall aslp even tho is so noisy lor.. happily slp until 6plus.. haiz.. didnt get to use my new aircon yet.. lolx..

tdy fridae!! shhhh.. tell ya, im plannin to tk mc tdy n tml.. hope the ben ben doctor can get bluff by me.. lolx.. tired tired.. jus so sick of work.. lazy to work.. everydae same old thing..

oh ya, ltr im bringin mama, 6th auntie n my 2 cousin to kuishin bo for lunch.. haiz.. my treat.. die!! sae bye bye to my $$$.. pocket goin to hav a big hole liao.. o.o"

2007-06-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

ytd woke up in the afternoon.. was veri hungry.. drag mama to go cp eat sakae sushi w/ me.. wow.. had a hard tym askin her to go.. but our lunch was great.. btw, 1st tym go eat sakae w/ mama.. abit funni!! lolx..

tdy we bot cookie for grooming at amk.. wow.. cookie is nicer lookin now.. can c her big big eyes.. n her face clearly.. aft lunch n groomin, we headed bck home.. haiz.. agn onli slpt for a few hrs @ home.. tired..

2007-06-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPI FATHER'S DAE!!

tdy is father's dae.. bot papa a polo tee.. heehee.. fit him jus nice.. n he sae he lyk it.. tdy afternoon woke up early.. coz cant slp.. had our lunch at home.. we order kfc.. wow.. finally had tried the new chix.. hmmm.. nt bad nt bad.. i lyk.. veri nice.. but papa n mama dun lyk.. thy find that is too salty.. -.-" but i dun think so ah..

anyway, aft my kfc.. meet up wit stacy n kel, kel came n pick me up, n 3 of us went dog farm.. lookin for the english buuulllldoogg.. o.o" lame lor.. nice meh? comments ppl..? u think is nice? haiz.. i think tt yorkie is more cute den bulldog.. aft few hrs, headed back home..

oh ya, btw.. my parents bot the air-con alr!!! yeahhhh... thy cumin to install on tis cumin thur!!! heehee.. cant wait!!

2007-06-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

haiz..

tel me tel me.. wat is the use of studyin??? haiz.. took off ytd to study for exam.. haiz.. i realli did my best.. and i really did study.. but why? why lyk tt? so sad.. forgot most of thm.. so shit!! aarggghh..

anyway, tml is father's dae! jus now aft exam went bugis, bot papa a polo tee.. heehee.. hope he lyk it..

haiz..
back to work..
another boring & tired dae..

2007-06-13T12:07:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

took off ytd.. wanted to study for exam.. but end up doing nth.. but slackin.. slp n slp is all i do.. woke up at 8am in the mng tdy.. aft tkin bf and watchin my vcd.. i took out my books.. omg.. so many to study for the scor model lor.. haiz.. so many to rem.. sianz sianz.. nth go in my head? how how how? hvg eng exam ltr.. also nv really study.. haiz.. count down.. 7more hrs to my eng exam ltr.. I MUST NT BE LATE for exam ltr.. haiz.. stupid me always late..

tym to pull up my sock!!

2007-06-11T03:23:00.000+08:00

*yawn*
IM BORED!! SO BORED!!

tdy onli slpt 4 few hrs.. downstair cc dunno do wat big dae.. singin karaoke downstair the hall.. wow.. so loud n noisy lor.. mk me cannot slp.. woke up @ 230 in the afternoon.. aft bathin when str8 to city hall to collect the dunkind donuts.. wow.. the idiot que is lyk so long, okie? i que for more den an hr.. -.-" aft collect my 10boxes of donuts.. i took a cab home.. was suppose to meet jeannie, but that pig fall aslp n didnt reply my msg til i was on my way home.. so i jus headed home. ask her to cum over and collect..

not long ltr, tym 4 me to go to work agn.. haiz.. jus another boring dae.. took a cab to wrk.. haiz.. my golden backside.. pls help me.. i dun lyk golden backside.. how? hmmm.. bcs of i came home late, aft tt meet jeannie at my hse downstair, pass her the donuts.. we chat chat awhile b4 she went cp 2 buy smth for cookie.. chat until i dun hv tym 4 my dnr.. but was actually abit full too la.. cos ate long john b4 i went to collect the donuts.. lolx.. so i didnt had my dnr at home..

omg.. was so hungry jus now.. hahaha.. guess wat? ya, same thing.. we order MAC agn lor.. lolx.. aiyo.. eat until i so full.. *yawn*

im lazy to go on..
continue next tym..
-chaoz-

2007-06-09T03:49:00.000+08:00

tdy i went to fetch cookie and her over my plc in the morning.. was playing with cookie.. cookie is so notti, she bite me.. :( and bcs of cookie, i knock until my head.. nw still abit pain.. -.-" heehee.. had fun with cookie n her tdy..

*imu

2007-03-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

went for class bbq ytd at pasir ris park...

it was so bored!! paid 12bucks.. a waste of my $$$.. rynthia dunno how to plan bbq de.. we got lame(lamp) chop, chix wing, stingray, prawn.. onli 4 kind of food for bbq onli.. stupid rite? lyk tat onli call bbq..

i kept eating the prawn.. cos i dun1 waste my $$$.. hahaha.. den lorraine kept sayin, wau lau... agn & agn.. she tired of helpin me bbq the prawn.. hahaha.. although is bored, but we get to c some of our so called long class mates.. veri funni.. sum become so fat.. some look lyk uncle.. lolx..

Stacy, Weilis, Shiyi, Ben & me.. we leave abt 9pm.. we went down town east, ate bk.. heehee.. not long ltr, i headed to work..

jus another dae..

2007-03-10T06:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE TO CHANCHO TAN!!!
( CHANCHO TAN *AKA* TAN MEI JIE JOYCE)

tdy joyce finally 19th yrs old.. wow.. she turnin 20 soon eh.. so fast ah..

hmmm.. i wan to get a life!! haiz.. i think im gonna change a new job.. im realli sick & tired of tis!!!

***aaarrrgghhh~

2007-03-07T03:42:00.000+08:00

Happy belated bdae to winnie!!

hmmm.. it has past 12mm, so i had to said belated.. -.-"

btw, tonite im takin off! approved by SK. tonite we are goin out to celebrate winnie n joyce bdae!!

*opps
my pocket is havin a hole agn...

HELP ME!!! (!_!)

2007-02-24T11:38:00.000+08:00

ytd shut down for nite shift. so i had an off dae!!!

ytd mr lew took an half dae off.. i cover him till 12noon.. heehee.. str8 aft work, i kept askin beeti to go ikea wit me.. my skill is gd.. end up, she meet up wit me.. wow.. tampines ikea is so big.. i saw the table i wanna buy.. and i bought the ctn box and the small colour chair.. btw, i ate tat ikea hotdog?? hahaha.. so nice.. aft walkin for few hrs, we headed back to our own home..

i was on the fone wit liping all along on my way back.. deciding whr to go.. she ah.. always cum out wit stupid place lyk tpy bishan.. all the near near one.. but in the late evenin, we ended up meeting at vivo.. hahaha..

when eileen n i jus bought the train, omg.. liping called n said she abt to reach.. we was lyk, omg.. but hack la.. she can wait.. hahahaha..

oh man, 3 of us was lyk really hungry.. but many places was full or many ppl is queing up.. end up, we choose to we choose to eat 'The Chicken Rice' hahaha.. omg.. the curry chix look nice from the poster.. makin us temptin.. but aft we orderd, we c alr it dun even look nice.. the layer of oil?? eee.. but is ok onli lor.. but others are nice.. ha.. i order many food.. until they stopped me.. but still, i was thinkin of more??? hahaha.. aft our dinner, we continue hangin around vivo.. walkin here n there.. we headed back home alr 11+.. had a super tired dae last nite..

omg.. workin tonite!!! -.-"

2007-02-21T06:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i'm feeling so sick..

3rd dae of cny, im back to work.. so sianz.. but the tym passes kinda fast.. i miz slackin.. dun realli got that kinda of workin mood yet..

pls help to get my mood back??

2007-02-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

wat a dae i hav for my cny on the 1st dae..

hmmm.. everytym mornin wake up at 7am.. get ready for church.. aft church went over to nai nai's place. tis yr 1st tym not having lunch at nai nai's place. saw nai nai.. felt so hurt.. she cant tok to us lyk the past.. she kept lying down on her bed.. n that's all.. all she does everydae is onli drink milk.. wit that tube attach to her nose? c alr so heart pain..

abt noon tym, we headed off to thomas place. tis yr feeling is diff.. although dun realli hav cny that feel? but is fun tokin among we cousin.. ben cum out wit an idea, gg out for movie at vivo.. well, all agreed.. the outing was super fun.. in the past, we used to hang out onli wit thr adults accompany us.. but now, is diff okie? JUS US!!! hahaha... 6 of us went out.. wei, thomas, gerald, ben, kor & me.. we went out around late afternoon.. 1st got thr, wow.. many ppl at vivo.. well, the guys went to que for the ticket.. n we waited.. we catch the movie ghost rider.. wow the movie was great.. think u guys shld go n watch..

aft buying the ticket, the 4 of them went book store, while thomas n me, we went shopping.. we bought new t-shirt n i bought a jacket too.. aft that, we went long john for tea break jus b4 our movie start.. not long ltr the 4 of them join us too... aft much slackin.. well, finally time for movie. wei, gerald n me.. we all bought Nachos.. wow.. yum yum.. it was nice.. but i jus couldnt finish it during the show.. aft show, we headed home alr.. we took north east line back.. hahaa.. during our trip back, we 3 gals, r lyk mad.. haha.. gerald, agreed? we kept takin photos non-stop.. haha.. took many many funni pic.. will upload some other dae..

had a fun dae!
i'm tired alr.. gg off to bed.. hav a gd rest everybody.. nite nite..

2007-02-17T16:33:00.000+08:00

i jus got back a reply from her..

her ans is, even they are not together, she will onli be a gd fren to me..

her words realli broke my heart.. my mind is blank.. i got no mood to do anithin..

2007-02-17T15:23:00.000+08:00

lucky ytd date was not cancel due to work.. i'm so happi to see her ytd.. we meet up at cp, agn i bought her flowers.. 3stalks of lily tis time.. cos last yr, she said y rose? -.-"

we went swensen for lunch.. hmmm.. aft lunch, she got to go back home le.. so sad.. onli can c her for awhile. we took a cab, i send her home b4 meetin joyce.

meet up with joyce n shane at bugis... aft walkin around, we took train to vivo city.. hahaha.. it was my 1st tym there.. wow.. its realli so big.. walk until my leg also pain ah.. abt 8plus, all of us are hungry alr.. we headed down to 85market.. meet up wit stacy for dnr.. wow.. ate all my fav food.. dnr was realli great.. sat down n tok aft dnr.. joyce has to work the next dae, so.. we went off abt 10pm..

aft i reach home, bathe n i went str8 to bed le.. woke up at noon tdy. tidy n clean up my room. haiz.. throw so many things.. but not yet done...

hmm.. i msg her when i woke up, until now no reply.. haiz.. will she reply me? wat will her ans be? haiz.. i miss her.. but i think that all she noe is jus her!!!

got to continue my cleannin
*chaoz

2007-02-16T10:17:00.000+08:00

You were once a stranger to me, we didn’t like you when we first saw you. When I started to know you more, with no regrets. You started to bring me joy n light up my life.

I was running and I heard your voice, yelling my name. It sounded so sweet. I turned around and there you were. Standing there watching me, shouting ‘I LOVE U”

‘BOOM’

I had a fall. Now I know, it is all just a dream. I’ve been thinking of you day n nite. Hoping one day, you will turn back to me. You know that feelin? That feeling inside me?

Now, I’m not asking for forever. I’m just askin for today. I’m not askin you to love me. I’m just askin if I stand a chance?

Can you give me one more chance? Let us have one more try? Let me be there for you to wipe your tears when you cry, see you smile when you are happy. Look after you when you are sick. My shoulder for you to lean on, when you are tired. Let my hugs warm you with love, when you are cold. I would like to do everything just for you.

I’ll be waiting for you, no matter how long it takes.
Because I really love you!

2007-02-15T05:10:00.000+08:00

wed mornin, aft knock off.
i headed down to pico... 2 reg for sch.. finally i've reg for sch.. n im gg to sch agn.. im gonna study on wed n sat.. sat class will b in afternoon.. guess sat will b a tired dae for me.. no matter how tired, i shld nt gib up.. sob.. sob.. 3k eh.. heart so pain.. + i wanna get my driving license!!!! save $$$$.. n buy car..

tonite cum work one more nite, aft tat can rest for few daes... but tue cumin back 2 wrk alr.. haiz..

fri can c her.. im realli so happi.. at 1st she told me, she might hv 2 wrk? i was so disappointed.. ltr another msg frm her, they change the loading to tis wk.. yahooooo... haha..

hmmm.. i wonder, if she will lyk e present? wat will she think of e present?

2007-02-13T06:10:00.000+08:00

HELP ME!!!

i'm broke!!
went for my 1st practical lesson tdy.. it was great.. i was hvg fun.. but not beeti.. i went round n round.. btw, i've booked another 4 more lesson in march. haiz.. realli broke for now.

cumin wed i decided to go reg sch.. i've called up the school. i ask abt the sch fees.. hw much is the total plus EVERYTHING... she said 3k. fine, 3k? if i'm gonna throw all 3k.. im gonna eat bread for now.. anyway, tml we are getting our early pay + ang bao n so called 'bouns' hmmm.. *wondering* how much will my boss give??

hmmm.. CNY is realli round the corner.. hmm.. my clothes all nt yet buy.. how?

tdy @ work, i received gd new frm Mr lew, guess wat? we 'might' 'might' shut down for 1 wk for CNY... horrrayy!!! but is onli a 'MIGHT' not confirm!!! so.. better nt to b too happi.. dun wish to disappoint myself ltr on..

im meetin her on fri.. cant wait 4 that dae to come..

*MIZ YA

2007-02-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

8 more daes to CNY

finally ytd i bought my new shoes.. i bought 2 pair.. it cost me a bomb.. abt gg $200.. omg, ytd i spent alot of $$$.. the next mth i must start saving le.. tk less cab.. been tkin cab to work for a wk since last sat.. my golden backside.. hahaha..

tml im gg for my practical lesson for learnin car.. jus cant wait for the 1st lesson to start..

2007-02-09T05:21:00.000+08:00

work was pretty busy tdy.. cos many of them didnt turn up for work.. so, i went n helped them too.. finally, things r gg to b done soon.. tym 4 me to rest..

tdy mornin aft work, Eileen n i went compass for breakfast. guess wat we ate? heehee.. Mac, Big breakfast wor.. hahaha.. so long nv eat le.. so nice ah.. aft that we go walk walk.. n eileen taugh me how to buy toto.. haha.. but wat a waste, the number we bought didnt open tdy.. :(

Eileen went back abt 10+, but i continued hangin ard compass.. i went popular bought pens.. n some nice nice bottle.. hmmm.. aft that wanted to bought shoes.. but didnt saw ani that i lyk.. & i made a bookin, on sat mornin facial.. haha.. @ jean yip.. it cost $48 eh.. CNY cumin.. must mk nice nice.. hahaha..

btw, ltr afternoon meetin tat 'crazy 38' mei yen.. we gg queensway.. i was hopin i can find a pair of shoes that i might lyk.. so, i wont b wastin my slpin tym gg thr..

GOT TO WAKE UP EARLY AGN... sianz.. -.-"

2007-02-06T03:17:00.000+08:00

now at work..
*yawn*
nth much to do nw.. feel lyk slpin.. but i cant.. cos slpin is nt rite.. -.-"

last thur, i strike toto eh.. hahaha... won $75.. open 2 number.. won $300.. but cos share wit another 3 colleague so onli get $75.. beta den nth rite? haha.. 1st tym strike toto veri happi eh..

btw, later aft work gg CDC book BTT.. aft that meetin Sam, heehee.. im gg to change my hair colour agn.. no more green.. but will dye wat colour im still nt sure.

i mis the past.. whr we always hang out aft work or when we r not workin.. everythings had changed, it no longer lyk the past nw.. wat realli mk things turn out lyk that? shld i ask, or jus shut up? hmmm... i thk beta dun ask.. since they long ago alr said, im no longer the martina they noe.. haiz.. i realli miz all of u..

u said it so nt true, but i dun even feel it at all.. all i felt was, u dun even care..

-PLS STOP ME FRM THKIN-

2007-01-29T01:18:00.000+08:00

omg..

i've dye my head green? green?? can u believe? i cant believe i did tat colour.. aniway, i didnt choose tat colour.. i choose dark blue n abit green.. who noe it turn out to b tis.. sad.. =..(

anyway, had grt fun ytd.. we went newton for supper too.. food was grt.. heehee..
hmm.. ytd had saw a pair of nike shoes.. nt sure to buy or nt to buy.. *thinkin

last nite, aft i've got home. i was watchin my vcd.. gues wat? aft 28mins of watchin.. my tv 'BOOM' there goes my tv.. no more.. dunno y lyk tat also.. no more watchin tv in my room alr.. haiz..

need to get my work done nw.

*chaoz

2007-01-27T05:12:00.000+08:00

now at work..

so bored.. no life.. everydae work..

heehee (n_n)

i'm on leave tml.. gg JB.. yeah.. gg cut n highlight my hair agn.. jus cant wait to cut my hair..

2007-01-11T07:35:00.000+08:00

gd mornin..

ytd nite i took an off dae.. sumthin hpn ytd mornin at work.. i was quarrel w/ tat idiot KONG from PCB.. haiz.. we quarrel until i was realli angry!!! aarrgghhh... dun understand y thr r men lyk him!!!

i was too angry until i keep breathin veri fast n hard.. n it mk my chest veri pain.. hands n legs both numb.. ended up, my colleuage called ambulance 4 me.. i was send to TTSH.. -.-"

Eileen acc me thr, when i gt thr nt long.. i was feelin beta.. the doctor check my hrt.. n it alright.. anyway, is jus a small thing la.. but it cost me $70!!! keep complainin to eileen abt tat 70bucks.. aft tat, we took a cab back hm..

hmmm.. nw i've rest for a dae alr.. gg 2 work agn 2nite.. sianz.. -.-"
btw, jus wanna thx ya guys 4 lookin aft me.. N thx 4 all the concern.. :)

2007-01-07T03:33:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored..

2007-01-05T06:45:00.000+08:00

finally i went to reg for sch.. guess wat? i travel dunno how many places b4 i can rch thr.. frm 4 plus i went out, took bus to yishun. Frm yishun i took bus 851.. jus another 5 more min to 7pm i jus rch Bukit Merah.. wow.. i sit in the bus until my backside so pain.. aft i went in, i side i would lyk to reg 4 tis course.. guess wat? they told me, u dun hav to reg so early.. cum back next mth.. kaoz.. i travel so far n yet tis is wat they told me.. i was lyk so 'hot' ya noe?

So i jus went out.. took a cab to work.. Almost all the roads r jam, bcs of the rain. Rch work, 1st thing to do is collect my pay.. waited for tis dae veri long alr.. but they onli out dec 1st to 15th pay.. our 16th to 31th plus OT must wait until next week.. sianz.. OMG~! my boss hold buffet.. hmmm.. was eatin the whole nite.. growing side way..

-.-"

2007-01-04T04:29:00.000+08:00

Happy 2007!!

im back to bloggin agn!

hmmm.. a new yr a new start.. im gg 2 reg 4 sch tis week.. pls pray 4 me to wake up early.. i die die also must reg 4 sch tis week.. i dun wan to drag n drag.. ive wasted a yr alr... poor me.. im turnin 20!!! sound abit old ah.. workin at nite, makes me tired too.. how i wish im wrkin a 8 or 9 to 5pm job.. i've been workin n workin all the tym.. even new yr mtrl also got off dae.. but we dun hv.. so sad.. =..(

i hv nth much more to blog alr eh.. my life everydae is the same eh.. if i were to update my daily life everydae, ya guys will b bored.. ;p

i'll stop here!

*cheers~
happy new yr..

2006-06-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

dae aft dae..
i've been workin everydae.. hmm.. abit sick of work.. but u gt 2 thk of , 75bucks per dae.. sure go wrk.. lolx..

i jus had my dnr.. ltr tkin cab 2 work.. sianz.. everytym tk cab abit waste $ eh.. haiz..

sumhow inside me, i dun feel good.. i dunno hw 2 tel her hw i feel.. well.. guess the best is dun reply will b the best..

nth much 2 blog alr.. goin off 2 wrk soon.. c ya!!

2006-04-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

boring sundae..

Happi Easter 2 All..

*yawn*
finally get bck my phone ytd.. sini acc dwn 2 PS ytd 2 collect.. aft tt we went Simlim SQ, i finally bought my DG Cam.. lols.. yea!!! cost me a bomb man!!! i'm broke 4 e nxt mth!! but nvm.. i'm happi.. mit up w/ eileen her gf n fiona 4 dnr @ 85market.. wow.. ate alot ytd.. so sinful.. lolz.. aft tt, we went dwn 2 tam.. went 2 find zihui.. but we saw kaixin w/ her too.. so 7 of us went mac to slack.. tok n tok.. hmm.. went bck ard 11plus..

# jus another dae #

2006-04-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

BOO!!

hey, guys..

i'm BACK!!!

it been realli long since i last last blog, yea? haiz.. many things happen.. things cum n go.. if it nv meant to b mine, it will nv b..

we hv move bck 2 tagore again!!! yea!~
tagore is beta den mtrl.. more relax thr.. and we r more "free" thr..
hmmm.. movin bck thr, i guess i wnt bump into her.. i wnt hv 2 c her also.. everythings nd tym!! i jus hope 2 put everything behind.. i dun wish 2 thk abt tt.. haiz, but smti, i dunno y.. i will jus thk of her..

*lonely jun/-

2005-09-28T13:38:00.000+08:00

haven been bloggin since a long time..

hmm..
jus gt hm from my dental appointment..
veri tired..

agn gng 2 work ltr on..

i'm still as gd as ever!!! hee.. :)

FREN!!
count down 2 more mth from now!!!
guess wat date?
wat dae?

ans is..
is a special dae... hee..

2005-09-11T17:34:00.000+08:00

UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!!

i've lost my coin pouch but my gd fren bought 1 for me.. i'm touch!!! thank you...

haven been gng to sch lately.. sch sux!!!

everydae WORK!!!

catch movie almost every fri nite...

been meetin up wit my bro and frenz lately too.. even aft my work jus 4 supper...

work ot ytd. candy told me more den 20 ppl alr in the que.. no way i could get my dg cam.. *sad* my $99 dg cam... ARGGGHH!!!

2005-09-06T02:35:00.000+08:00

haiZ..

i'm sad..
i'm so sad..
i'm realli sad..

sob sob.. sob sob.. sob sob..
:...(

i've lost my coin pouch... sob.. my fav... i wan it back.. why am i so careless?? sob sob..

2005-08-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

boring sundae...

finally todae is my last dae of my 1 week holidae.. so fast, 1 wk gone..

2005-08-20T13:42:00.000+08:00

argghhh!!!

i'm being force to work OT!!!

I DUN WAN!!!

there goes my sat n sun plan....
ARRRGGHHH....

2005-08-17T13:32:00.000+08:00

Bleah!~

i'm so tired... went to sch in the mornin.. 9.30am went for my napfa test, 2.4km run... wow.. aft runnin i'm so tired loh.. dun feel lyk goin to work.. my legs r so weak... help me!!! -.-"

i think i nd a nap...

gtg..

tata..

2005-08-16T11:21:00.000+08:00

overslept...
gng for afternoon class later..

ytd was my 1 dae w/o gorilla by my side @ work... haiz.. abit not use to it.. :(

STUPID WONG!!! he wanna send me 3rd warnin letter again!!! idiot!! f*ck his ass upside down man...

time 2 bathe...
chaoz...

2005-08-14T01:02:00.000+08:00

fri
pontang sch again.. on thur nite, when i got hm.. i watched my vcd until mornin.. den slept 4 2hrs, woke up n watch again.. wahahaha... watch until go work... haiz.. fridae is sini last dae work @ mtrl... sad.. haiz.. aft our work.. went K @ hougang plaza wit, miko, jac, eileen n sini.. omg.. sang until 3am.. reached hm watch my vcd again.. aft tat went off 2 bed..

sat
woke up in the afternoon and watched my vcd again.. late evenin sini n siqi both msg me, ask me out.. so we met up at city hall ctrl station.. omg.. a dae 2 spent my $$$ again.. we went penni.. i've bought 2 3/4 pants... aft that we went bugis.. we bought both, 1 polo tee, n t-shirt each.. haha.. soon ltr.. we took train 2 bedok.. hee.. went 85 market 2 eat... yummm yuummm... lols..

the end of my story of the dae... :)

2005-08-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

happi bdae singapore!!!!

todae is singapore 40th bdae... haha old liao old liao..

hee...

ytd aft work, went to watch 'THE MAID' wit candy, xueli n sini... wow.. tat was scarry loh... but 3 of them dun think so... bleah!~ gt hm abt 3am... slept all the way to todae afternoon.. woke up at 3 plus.. watch vcd for awhile.. den stacy asked me out...

omg... both of us went tampines mall shoppin.. *pengz* i spent alot of money loh.. i bought a shirt from G2000... 2 basic tee @ bossini... and bought my new *ahem* hee.... bought cheu ling her bdae present... not onli i bought my stuffs.. stacy bought jacket from U2 also.. hee... aft that we went century square, a shop name Uma Uma Men... hee... i ate a bowl of tempura Udon & 2 gyoza... hee.. stacy ate Zaru Sabo and chuka kuraage... it jelly fish man... but they got such a nice name 4 them.. hahaa... went hm abt 9 plus... but got hm abt 10.30pm... sianz.. so tired..

had a great time todae.. :)

2005-08-08T12:43:00.000+08:00

*yawn*
finally woke up.. so tired.. todae nv go sch.. shiok.. slept for so many hrs.. hmmm.. but still not enough eh.. hp sms keep ringin n ringin... i dun reply, she tot i didnt recieve.. bleah!~

later gng 2 buy the maid movie tix... hmm.. not sure got sell anot eh.. *the best is nv sell, den i dun hav 2 buy* lols..

hmm.. what kinda presents do girls lyk??? someone tel me??
count down 4 more daes.. bleah!~

another long dae to go...

2005-08-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

back to sundae again..

went church in the mornin.. followed by breakfast, super market... aft that met up wit tat gorilla... we went jean yip 2 had our hair cut!!!! omg!!! sob sob... my hair is lyk kanna sai.... how? i dun lyk... i wan back my hair!!!! they cut hair lyk nv cut also... hmmm.. lyk abit no skill loh..

HEY PPL!!! NEXT TIME DUN EVER GO JEAN YIP, OKIE???

bleahs... i will nv nv nv ever go back there loh.. i prefer 2 go holidae plaza cut... all bcs we 2 idiot lazy to go jb todae.. if not my hair wont turn out tis way!!!!! argggghhh!!!!

2005-08-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

yoz!~

jus back from work... work OT todae.. yea.. money money cum cum.. lols.. oh.. finally tml i will b cuttin my hair... jus cant wait... the hair is abit gettin long..

shall end here.. :)

2005-08-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

another dae pass...

pontang sch todae again...
stayed at hm and slp..

had a long dae at work... tis few daes has been busy @ work too.. not much rest time.. sianz..

collected my new spect ytd.. hee... it nice.. love it!!!

2005-08-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

i'm tired.. its 1.02am now... jus got hm an hr ago... work was tiring todae.. hav to clean yvonne their 'shits' aft our dinner.. we did smth proud of ourself... we finish all the 8k kits b4 they was back... gr8 rite?

btw, i received my 2nd love letter from tat stupid wong todae b4 i went off 2 work.. omg!!! *wondin when will he stop sendin... * bleah!~

SHIT!!!
PROJECT ALL NOT DONE!!
i'm realli tired.. so i guess tat, i'm goin to slp soon.. wont b stayin up 2 do my project... i realli buay dong...

veri tired le..
*off 2 bed...
*Night.... tata..

2005-08-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

tis pic veri nice rite?? look lyk so loving..

boring...

skipped sch todae..

goin to work soon..

i'm so hungry..
can someone buy me food?? *pengz!~

2005-07-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

yawn..
got home not long ago..
jus came out from bathroom..

finally todae i've make my new spect.. will b collectin it few daes later.. jus cant wait...

omg!!!
test tml!!
Bleahz!~

2005-07-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

i'm tired, i'm tired i swear... but dunno y, my eyes jus cant close.. jus few more hrs again i gonna wake up..

went sch for 1pm lesson todae.. freak.. didnt noe there is test todae.. thx GOD, it a open book test.. if not i die..

went work aft my sch..

work was alright..

sa gua veri idiot!!! she told me not to go near christine animore.. she scare tat one dae i might tel her i like christine!!! omg!!! is lyk wat the???? agree?? bleahz!~

to my berry berry gd fren(dun guess, yes YOU!! is you!!):
dun think so much, okie?? try to do well in others subjects... tis can help also, yea? do takecare, alright? lookin forward to the dae we goin out.. hee.. go out enjoy and dun think abt anithin, yea? tata..

omg!! is late now..

i gotta go slp le..

night...

countin down ~ 2 more daes... hee..

2005-07-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

so tired...

jus got hm not long ago..

had OT todae..

boring dae at work..
not much ppl came for OT todae.. all the noisy one all didnt came.. picker + me onli 5 ppl onli.. sianz.. went amk S11 eat wit sini.. ate chix chop for dinner todae.. yum yum.. aft dinner, we bought durain back to eat.. haha.. so nice.. jus cant wait to eat more.. lols..

tis cumin fri i'm gettin my phone!!! yeah!! cant wait man!!!

haiz.. sick sick sick..
asked so many ppl out.. but none is free.. sad..
finally off, yet cant even enjoy myself.. sianz..

2005-07-05T13:19:00.000+08:00

so shitty!!

stupid mr wong wanna send me love letter!! idiot!! the more he send the more i dun wanna go sch.. idiot..

btw, skipped sch todae.. went polyclinic c doc.. hee.. and i got 2 daes mc.. so no sch 4 me tml again.. yea!!!

had to go eat my lunch le.. b4 i miss my transport todae again... hee.. buaiz..

2005-07-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

jus woke up from my afternoon nap.. all thx to JOYCE.. aft she hang i cant slp animore.. so i decided to online.. now i'm eatin 'rotiboy' hee.. my auntie bought it for me..

ytd sini n i went jb,we took less den 30mins to get out of malaysia custom.. wow.. best!! i lyk it!! den sini went holidae plaza cut hair.. oh man!! it cost me $38.. and my tail is gone!!! sob!!! kanna sad la.. cos the tail has been wit me for so long.. more den a yr alr.. and its being cut off.. haiz.. but overall, i lyk my hair!!! hee.. aft that, we meet up wit cheu ling and li ting.. we went to ate tat stonegrill... omg!! freak lo.. i orderd a chix chop... i tot they will cook 4 me eh.. but they didnt.. they put in on top of tat big stone.. and put it in front of me.. i hav 2 cook it myself.. freak.. but its nice la.. hee.. aft eatin, we went back to city square.. wanted to watch initial D there.. but alot of ppl... so we didnt watch.. we went coffee bean to slack.. aft tat went to bought the stuffs tat mom ask me to buy.. den we shop for joyce earings.. den shop shop awhile, sini and i went back sg alr..

when we reach sg, we headed off to tampines.. sini and i went to bought tickets for initial D at 11.45pm.. den we meet up wit joyce, pass her , her stuffs.. den we ate burger king for dinner.. aft tat joyce had to go hm.. aft sendin her hm, it time for our show!!! hahaa.. oh man!! tat show is realli nice.. i lyk it so much.. aft watchin took cab hm.. got hm abt jus pass 2am..

oh man!! i'm tired of typin n typin.. is time for my hand 2 rest.. hee..
buzz off!~

2005-07-02T10:05:00.000+08:00

hello..

mornin..

waited for tis dae since last wk.. had been workin everydae.. finally tis dae had come.. my OFF DAE for sat and sun.. goin to enjoy myself todae!!! bleah!~ again i c tat lion face again todae.. hahaha..

woke up 9.30am todae..

headin off to JB soon.. hee.. goin to eat tat stonegrill todae.. hahaha..

hey, sa gua.. enjoy ur work, yea?? i will remember to buy u stuffs..

2005-06-26T00:14:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

had ot todae, jus stepped in my hse not long ago and sat in front of the com.. hee..

freak!!! i'm so restless todae.. feelin headache.. stomach not feelin well too.. todae, xue li and me, we picked 3 pallets lo.. idiot.. one of the pallet is E680i.. all thx to yvonne.. i bet she must b the one tat gav us tat web form.. all our 3 pallets all shortage lo.. freak.. packed 2.5k kits first b4 we went out for dinner.. back from dinner, we continue our last pallet.. 800 hundred E680i.. at first yvonne said is 1k E680i, aft we picked some stuff , den i find out tat is 800 hundred lo.. idiot yvonne..

finally finish watchin my vcd.. i can slp early from todae onwards.. tis week, everydae i onli slept for few hrs, workin and skoolin + watchin vcd.. omg.. realli tired!!!

bleah!~
OT tml again.. money money come come.. but hope it will b a relax dae.. not lyk todae!!! i dun wanna pick E680i kit man!!! freak..

oh ya..
todae xue li bought me a Xo keychange when we was out for dinner jus now.. hahaha.. so cute, okie? well, thanks alot friend...

2005-06-22T02:33:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

jus finish watchin vcd..
few more hrs and i'm goin to sch.. boring.. was late 4 sch todae.. woke up late + miss my stop and ended up at woodland.. bleah!~

took half dae off from work..
2 piggy + one me.. was slpin in the afternoon till late evenin.. had dinner at hm b4 we set off to work.. boring dae at work.. all we do is cycle count todae.. boring..

argghh..
few more hrs and i'm goin to sch.. hate it..

time for bed!~
Nitez...

2005-06-20T03:04:00.000+08:00

happy father's dae!!!

hmmm.. is over 12mm alr..
father's dae is over..

finally ate my bk breakfast on sun..
went out for dinner wit papa n mama..
wanted to go jln kayu eat prata, but papa lazy to go so far.. so we went compass point ate kfc..

oh ya!!! i gav my dad a veri big father's dae prsent wor.. the present is, i gav him my ic no. n he went n buy 4D... muahahahaha.. my ic no. open sia!!!! muahahahaha... money money come come.. lols..

look at the time now!! jus finish watchin vcd wit mama... omg!! tat vcd is realli funni lo.. i wanted to continue watchin the next disc.. but mama, keep the whole vcd in her room and lock it up, she said, is time to slp... haiz.. sianz.. tat is realli a nice show man!!! keep laughin my way thru... lols..

bleah!~
countin down the time....
JUS few more hrs, and onli few more hrs.. and i had to wake up, gotta put on my sch uniform and get ready to sch!!! sob sob =...(

2005-06-19T01:40:00.000+08:00

wow..
enjoyed myself todae..

finally bought my 2 fav game.. played 3 games of bowlin.. i won all 3 games.. hahaha.. ate pizza for dinner todae.. tk cab everywhr i go.. hahaha.. spendin my money lyk nobody business... sob sob.. out for abt 12hrs todae.. i'm realli tired now.. legs r weak.. hands r tired too.. tat ball is so heavy...

bleah!~
SCH OPENIN SOON!!!!
countin down, less den 24hrs and i will b wearin my SCH U 2 sch... sob sob.. =(
how i wish the holidae will b longer...
HATE SCH!!!!
but i miss the canteen food.. muahahaha...

2005-06-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

freak..
wat a dae..

is hell for xue li n me todae.. 'play' alot, yea? bleah!~ all we did todae is, jus pick 5k kits... sound little rite? we didnt knew tat we will pick so long too.. b4 dinner we finish packin 3k.. aft tat left 2k of E680i kit... freak.. xue li is lyk keep complainin abt our fone.. >.< i'm there complainin too.. b4 dinner we started packin til we cum back from dinner den continue, finally finish abt goin to 11pm... how smart can we b... there r realli so many parts for E680i tat fone lo.. idiot sia.. xue li and me told jeannie, we r not goin to 'play' tat E680i kit animore.. lols..

i'm countin down to tat dae.. hee..

2005-06-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

hello..

it has been a long time since i last blog...

had a tired dae todae..
todae xue li, chiew har and me, we pack 5k of 1411CD.. wahahhaa.. is lyk my 1st time packin eh.. not helpin others but pick kit wit my frenz.. the feelin is so great.. yea!~

oh.. btw, sch openin soon again.. bleah!~

nth much to blog..

nitez..

2005-06-04T02:54:00.000+08:00

bleah!~

is almost 3am now..
guess where am i?

in motorola now..
wit sini..

i'm so hungry now..
stay back here rottin..

2005-06-01T19:16:00.000+08:00

a boring dae..
another dae at work..

now i'm alone in store.. bored..
jus came back from dinner..
wahhh.. mom's cookin is realli nice.. love it!!

gettin my pay soon!! yoz!!!
hmmm.. miss hangin out, and rottin ard at tampines, lols..

hey, dunno if u will c tis?
remember to burn my cd 4 me!!! miss ya! takecare...

2005-05-31T00:29:00.000+08:00

finally i'm back home now!!!
dun hav to c tat idiot lao butch face!!!

wat the hell..
i'm so angry and sad todae...
i was scolded by tat kris lo..
stupid lao butch!!!

i'm realli angry can?
is not my fault!!
but she sae until lyk is my fault..
wahh.. todae is my 1st time,
i let someone scold me and i jus stand there..
i didnt even tok back..
wat the hell!!!

an ting still can tel me,
kris is lyk tat, always scold ppl.. jus tk it as, kanna scolded by teacher lyk in sch!! wat the.. i 1st time lyk tat gib ppl scold lo.. somemore is not my fault.. jus becos she is the sup i let her scold??

why shld i b workin so hard jus to c her face?
she is so unreasonable lo.. how can she put the blame on me, when is lyk is her fault.. she is the wan tat unpack the KITS, den extra.. she put the blame on us!! argghh!!! ya, she there sayin scoldin the 3 of us.. but all the while she is lookin at me n scoldin n shoutin at me lo.. wat the.. so unfair lo..

i'm realli angry!!!

and
i'm so sad.. i'm all alone.. i realli dun feel lyk workin animore!! tis is so unfair to me!!!
i HATE KRIS CHOO!!!!

xiao yen sae tat i shld sae her back when is not my fault.. i was thinkin, ya.. why didnt i shoot her back? i jus stand there n shut up all becos she is a sup!!! i noe workin is lyk tat, sure will get scoldin from sup or manager or wat.. but she realli gone too far, she herself is a sup, den is her fault but she push the blame to others!! wat the hell!!!

asshole, why did i choose to work where i can lyk stay at hm and watch all my vcds and online the whole dae? and enjoy my holidaes and rot at hm.. stupid me.. findin trouble for my own!! stupid me..

ARRRRGGHH!!!~

2005-05-28T09:50:00.000+08:00

bleah..

no OT for us todae, great..
a gd mornin and a great dae ahead.. yeah..

woke up at 6 plus till now.. hmm, guess tat i onli slept for abt 2 hrs plus.. *yawn*
slept so late, all thx 2 tat 2 zhu tou!!! i waited for their call.. but they didnt call.. so i woke up early in the mornin to cal them.. and i'm awake til now.. hee..

todae is a dae for us to relax aft 5 daes of work.. haha.. again a dae to spent my $$$$ -.-"

hmmm..
it has been 1 wk since i last met her..

*thinkin of someone..

dae aft dae,

time passes away,

i jus cant get u off my mind...

2005-05-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

yoz..

i'm back bloggin again..

in store now again..

yoz, hello my 2 'bro'

still doin ur 5k pcb ??

aiyo..

so sad..

haiz..
she is att alr...
i knew it.. haiz..

goin to view friendster le..

bye!!

2005-05-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

haha..

i'm in store now.. wit xiao yen..

jus 5 more mins n we r knockin off..

hee..

but can go now..

all becos of xiao yen..

i'm waitin 4 her..

haha..

sini n beeti..
i'm here relaxin eh...

hahaha..

2005-05-21T12:11:00.000+08:00

ass!!

we hav 2 work OT todae..
argghh..

all becos of tat OT, everythin all change.. haiz, we cant go kampong todae.. but we goin tml!!

wahahahaha..
cant wait 2 c how kampong life realli look lyk.. we will b stayin there 4 onli 1 nite.. freak.. stupid OT..

*missin someone

2005-05-16T10:59:00.000+08:00

i'm back again..

haven blog 4 a realli long time..

well, tis is some update...
no more sch 4 me since last fri..
but exam on 17/5.. tat is my one n onli paper..
and i've found a job in motorola fractory wit bro..
started work since last tue..

gosh..
workin is realli tough..
so tired.. and i miss my mom cookin..

mon to fri,
life is jus lyk the same..
work from 3 to 11.30,
and den reach hm slp..
slp wake up, go work..
damn freakin bored!!!

todae:
damn freak!!
took an hr bus to bedok wanted 2 c dental,
guess wat they told me?
number all taken, cum again tml..
freak!!! mk me wake up so early!!

oh man..
last sat i had great fun.. went out wit stacy n sini, went suntec shoppin.. but stacy went to mk her shiok shiok ard late evenin.. l0lx.. den sini n me went to eat steam boat at suntec there.. lolx.. so funni.. wahh.. the crabs n prawn r realli nice.. and the cakes too.. lolx.. aft eatin we took train back to tam.. den lame can? we dun wanna stand in the train, we wanna sit.. so we took the train, go until queentown.. lolx.. den we change the train go back tam.. lols.. c.. how lame can we b?? both of us went to catch mid nite show.. idiot, i was force watchin tat horro movie wit her, okie? watch in the afternoon still nvm, idiot watch horro movie during mid nite wor.. scary lo..

haha.. one dae spent abt $40 plus wor..
there goes my $$$.. =..(

*i wont change 4 anione, i lurve being myself...

2005-04-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

hi ppl..

i'm here to blog again...

my stupid com at hm, is super lag, n always hang.. n can nv view ani website..

so i'm here at plaza.. hee..

but i nd to go off soon le.. later meetin my cousin..

aniway tis week is not a veri gd week..

had my 'AA' theory test on fri..

i didnt do my best.. and i didnt realli study for tat test..

all i can sae is tat, i prepare 4 the worst alr..

retain 6 mths.. haiz.. there is nth i can do..

next wk, mirco phase test..

hope i can pass the phase test.. (pray hard)

nth much 2 sae..
bloggin off ~

2005-04-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

ARRRGGHH!~

I HATE YOU!!
ALWAYS BLUFF ME!!
ALWAYS BREAKIN UR PROMISE!!

I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!
I HATE YOU!!

2005-04-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

hee..
todae i went out wit my bro..
den meet up wit baby..
had a great time out.. hee..
we went to many places.. and have lots of fun!! Hmm.. i kindly missing her now.. love her too!! we also eat ice-cream together!! so lovely.. haha.. n also me n baby throw my bro aside!! haha so lonely.. but i tink she were understand!! and also!! she came to my house todae!! haha n she play a song for me.. using the guitar.. haha.. cant wait until tml to see her!! although we only go for a few days.. but in slient.. shhh.. but nw i kindly wan ppl to know!! haha.. and ya she juz went hm too!! haha.. wanted to send her to her door step but she insist saying No.. haiz.. but still is ok! i nw toking to her over the phone.. so cute sia the voice... hmmm.. i tink i kindly end here.. she call me go bath liao..

baby i miss ya lots lots..

#04 <3 #28

2005-04-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

not a gd dae.
not a bad dae.
it jus a normal dae.

bleahz..
woke up at jus past nine..
and get ready 4 sch..
lp told me she not goin sch.
i noe i cant 4eva skip lesson.
so, i went sch alone..
it took me a hard time 2 drag myself 2 sch.

went sch 4 onli 'AA' theory lesson.
again skip CS todae..
went sch jus 4 2hrs and went hm.

there goes my sentosa again.
all thx to *ahem*
hao bu lai, xian zai lai.
bleah!~

*3 weeks time takin my exam le.. now theory test, phase test r all cumin. i noe nuts abt mirco phase test. i'm dead tis time round. guess tat i shld start readin my textbk.. sianz..

*always appreciate others ard u,

dun tk things 4 granted...

B happi 4 what u hav.

2005-04-19T18:50:00.000+08:00

i dunno wat i'm thinkin..
why am i feelin tis way?

i jus felt tat i've been taken 4 granted. y always cal me when u r in trouble? feelin stress tup? when u r bored? when u cant find anione? when u cant turn up, u ask me to go? pls!! i'm not ur spare tyre.. wat do u treat me as? is ok if u in trouble den u find me.. i'm willin to help.. but, is tat how u treat a fren? it sound lyk i'm a spare tyre.. i'm sry to said tat.. btw, it hurts when some1 said, cal me for? den the person answered, i'm bored.. tat y i look 4 ya.. onli when i'm bored onli i think of u.

all i can sae tat is,
it hurts..

i trust no one..
y r u ppl treatin me lyk tat?
how will u feel if others were 2 treat u back lyk tat?

*i will not let ani of my frens 2 help me up when i'm down!!!
*i shall stand all on my own!!!

*PLS.. spare a tots 4 others b4 u think of urself...

2005-04-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

bleahz!!!
is tat you?
is tat realli you?

gosh..
i dun believe!!
i realli dun believe man!!

oh man..
i'm real tired now.. skip sch todae.. went out since afternoon till 9 plus.. was realli realli tired..

*cant wait 2 c ur reply.. hee..

gtg..
nitez ppl..
muackiess..

2005-04-17T16:13:00.000+08:00

gosh..
the weather is so hot outside..
is lyk burnin me.. -bleah-

omg..
u caught my 1st look..
how i wish i can c u again..
-dae dreamin-

boring sundae i've got..
surprise tat i'm online at tis time?
at tis time on normal sundaes,
i shld b takin my afternoon nap...
standed wan okie?

but todae is diff..
todae i went st. anne church,
mass at 7.30am.. end at 8.25am lyk tat.
i came back str8 aft church..
b4 9am i fall aslp le.. lolx..
tat's early rite?
woke up 12 plus to had my lunch..
argghhh...
i cant get back to slp!!!
BORING!!!

*pls call
1900-112-6868 <- tis is 4 one call
1900-112-6833 <- tis is 4 three calls
1900-112-6855 <- tis is 4 five calls
1900-112-6888 <- tsi is 4 eight calls
all u nd is to gib a call..
u might nv noe when u nd their help one dae too.

+ must start to save money +
mother's dae is cumin in abt 3 weeks time!!!!
kor kor and me, hav decided wat to do!!!
haiz.. but my pocket is gonna pok!!!

2005-04-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

oh no!!! ivan's blog has been hacked in by an intelligent hacker. wahahahas.

shocked?dun be. hee hee.

anyways.. somebody now very rich. gor GOOD PROGRESS award. so everyone remember next time in school first sem do badly. then the end of the sem do well.. cos this is the technique to get GOOD PROGRESS award.

get it? hahahah.

i m an intruder that is soooo INTELLIGENT.

dun be jealous of me. cos i m always that GOOD till cannot fight with me.

hahahaha.

*be wise n independent.

2005-04-14T13:58:00.000+08:00

bleah!~

wat a dae i had..

-laughin as loud as i can-

wahahahahahahaha...

best...
todae in sch is lyk
slackin and slpin, can?
theory lesson start 8am,
lp n me reach at 8.45am.. lolx..
well, i tried to stay awake..
but i'm so tired..
but i gib teacher face,
cannot go in den slp rite?
i fall aslp aft 15mins in class..
gosh..
i slept all the way until lesson end..
haiz.. wat to do?
his lesson r jus so ta ma de BORING, can?

den go 4 break..
didnt eat anithin..
went str8 up to class 4 'AA' theory..
sianz..
grace ng today sick.. on mc..
den got another teacher tk over her lesson.
but tat teacher he nv teach anithin eh..
so we was lyk, chattin n chattin in class..
gosh..
tis part is the most funni part, ok?

do u guys ever heard tat 'pig legs' r pretty??
gosh.. i wonderin why would he sae tat is nice?? -blur-
and worse!!!
shariff said tat lp is pretty!!! -pengz-
gosh.. still got tat 'touch touch' part?? lolx...
*lp u shld noe wat i tokin abt ar?*
how gd his taste can b??
er xin man..
he is lyk a colour wolf...
eeee.. cannot tk it.. -gross-
*lp dun tk it to hrt ar.. u noe play play ar!!! :P

we chaoz aft 'AA' theory at 12noon..
we skipped CS lesson again todae..
muahahahaha..
both of us went kfc to had our lunch..
while eatin saw 2 of my classmate..
so we all sat together.. lols..

-bleahz-
i noe a big mimi of shariff!!!
gosh..
i dun believe wat i heard!!!
how can tat be???
a 18yrs old guy can lyk a 32 yrs old women??
haiz.. hu is the gal i shall not sae. *hee*
u noe i noe can le.. say out mk things worse!! lolx..
wth.
at tat time, i was drinkin my soft drink.
f*ck, i drank half way, kanna choke!!!

hahaha..
den at kfc we oso saw tat 'si botak'
he damn funni la..
wahh best.. he got lobang buyin hp..
but i dunno whether wanna get one anot..
7610 for onli $300++
is worth la.. but tat phone so long liao..

yahhhoooo!~
tml fridae le!!!~
wahahahahahaa.. :D
money money cum cum!!!
hee... hee..

*[[_beware of wat *U r DOIN, others R lookin!!!_]]

2005-04-13T14:53:00.000+08:00

borin.. + tired..

sianz..
jus got hm not long ago..
so tired man..
again slp in class todae.
all practical job all LLP do.. lols..
c i so gd hor?
always let u practice??
must thx me, ok??

horray!!
went to eat delifrance jus now aft sch..
wit MKK & LLP.. hee..
i ate tat egg potato deli..
gosh.. yum yum..
so nice, can?
finally i ate my deli..
i wanted eat tat long ago le..
hee.. :P

so fast wed le..
tml thur le..
wahhh..
one more week gonna past le..
cant wait 4 sat to cum.. yahooo...
i wan full attendents tis week!!!
muahahaha..

*my ear is in pain!! HELP ME!!

2005-04-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

wahhh stress todae!!

finally completed my project in sch todae..
tml go sch drill the hole can le...
gosh.. i did everythin todae, can?
so rush.. was so afraid tat i cant finish on time.
lucky i'm done on time!! hee..

m i thinkin too much,
or m i tryin to stress myself??
haiz..
no one can understand how i feel..
everythin seems to b all change..
no longer the same lyk e past animore..

*memories r not meant 2b forgotten..

2005-04-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

hohoho....

had a great dae todae man!!

went late 4 sch,
skipped afternoon theory class..
5 of us (how kng, eugene,david, liping n me)
went causeway point shoppin.. lols..
wahhh.. can sae tat we shop one shop aft another..
so tired.. *yawn*

*arggghhh*
u stupid idiot!!!
BETA DUN EVER LET ME BUMP
INTO U OUTSIDE!!!!
IF NOT U ?!?!?!
U WATCH OUT!!!!!
stupid idiot freak!!!
see see see... nv c butch b4 ar?
u urself is one stupid idiot fatty shorty 'active' !!!!
*arggghhhhh*

haiz..
sad to sae,
wat i type here she wont b able to c..
haiz..

had a long tok on the fone wit my bro ytd..
we toked so much..
hmmm...
i'm realli thankful to god tat he gav
me someone great, jus lyk u to keep me company..
nv had i knew tat,
u still remember wat i always wanted since few yrs back..
tat was realli long..
since i was lyk sec 1 or 2??
haiz..,
u r jus a gift from god to me..
i'm touched by everythin u do...
broz 4ever..

*dun ever think u r alone,

when i'm here 4 u_

2005-04-09T02:49:00.000+08:00

hee..

so cold..
is rainin cats n dogs outside now..
hmmm..
nice weather to slp, rite?

so fast one week goin to pass le..
todae is sat le..
dunno whr to go later..
not goin to stay hm 4 sure!!
cos i dun wanna b bored to death!!
muahahahaha...

well..
is late le..
think i shld b goin to slp!!
*yawn*

nitez nitez ppl..
slp tight wor..
blanket cover tight tight wor..
cos is cold outside.. lolx..
dun get cold ar!!

BLEAH!~
i'm tokin so much craps!!

nitez ppl!!
muackiess!~

_all i wanted is to sing u a song*

2005-04-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

lalala...
lalalala..

BORED!!!

finally got the com pw..
haiz..
but sianz..
online nth to do de..
guess tat i'm gonna slp soon..
i was so tired in sch todae..

haiz..
had my da test todae..
sure fail man!!
i lyk noe nth, can?

haiz..
on mon i went to had a hair cut..
gosh..
many told me tat my hair dun look nice, can?
-sad-
-hrt broken-

hmmm..
on the 15th april i can tk my gd progress award..
yeah!!~

2005-04-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPI APRIL FOOL dae!!!

had anione been fool by anione todae??

idiot!!!
i've been fool by an idiot!!!
i was the 1st to reach ctrl station,
den liping reach..
ass...
she told me tat she's pregnant, how?
wat to do.. die, even my parents oso dunno.
idiot..
i tot is real..
but hu noes..
hee.. i oso abit smart..
i said, todae is april fool.. muahahaha..

had a boring dae in sch!!
gosh.. wat the..
was havin lesson at blk 3 in sch..
so shit.. i nd to go toilet..
i from blk 3 level 4 ar,
go until all the way to the canteen toilet level 1 lo...
den climb all the way up to level4 again..
wahhh.. go one toilet can kill 20mins of my time man..

2005-03-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

PLS, dun ever leave me alone!!
i will b so lost w/o u wit me..
i mean it..
n i realli do..
from the bottom of my hrt!!!
I LOVE YA!!!
i'll b there 4 ya all the time..
pls pls..
dun go oversea..
i dun wish to b alone..
u r jus so impt to me..
i'm scare of loneliness..
scare of dark..
pls b my light..

2005-03-31T14:37:00.000+08:00

bleah!~
i didnt slp the whole last nite..
guess tat is becos i had too much slp le.
sianz..
i will b here if u nd me?? <- BULLSHITS!!!
tat is a wat so called frenz r for??
huh?
i called, hmm.. 7 ppl last nite..
out of the 7 r my,
pri sch classmate, sec sch classmates,
ite classmate.. n frenz n my nu er..
yupz..
n none of the above chatted wit me??

the last person i called was my nu er..
hmm..
best..
she chatted wit me 4 few hrs..
love ya much much!!!

aft i hang the phone wit her,
bored to death man!!!

went sch alone todae!!
liping david all nv go sch!!
sob.. so alone, can?
lucky is theory lesson, not practical..
if not i hav to do all by my own..

todae got CS class...
lazy to go..
how kng sae they oso not goin..
so i went back hm 12noon..
argghh.. 8 to 12noon, k?
so alone!!! <-c tat anot, loh liping??

*i'm sleepy .. (-.-")

2005-03-30T16:32:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz~

wassup man?!?!?!
hee..

i potang sch todae!!!
-worried-
grace ng said tat she had the love letter on hand le.
ready to send out..
i promise her tat i will goin to sch everydae.
yet i potang sch todae!! -.-"

oh gosh..
i from ytd 11 plus..
i slept all the way to todae afternoon 3 plus eh..
tat will b abt 16hrs of slp i had..
muahahahaa..

*bleah!~

yahooo~
frenship dae is cumin!!!
hu is gonna x-change present??

2005-03-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

*yawn*
out whole dae.
enjoyed myself!!
skip sch todae. -.-"
hee..

went bro's hse in the mornin.
we went to meet zihui aft her sch.
watched miss congenilaity.
oh freak..
tat show was realli funni, can?
keep laughin my ass off!!!
wahahahahaha..

argghh..
freak..
i wanted to buy the billabong,
the hang over the neck tat wan!!!
humpf!!!
77th street no more le!! -sad-
i jus saw it on thur lo..
so fast no more le!!! argghh! @#%!$%$#

saw hui hui at spotlight during the nite time.
shop so long at spotlight.
aft tat zihui went back le.

3 of us, went to ate kfc..
aft tat continue to walk..
soon later,
took a cab hm..

*had a tired dae man.
time 4 me to bathe..
gtg.. c ya!!!

2005-03-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

haiz..
somehow or rather,
i reallli cannot tk it...
i feel lyk leavin..
leavin tis painful world.
here i am tryin 2 4get.
yet shits keep happenin!!!
dun tel me is not worth.
to me, it worth..
cos i dun hav to face ani of ya.

mayb i'm jus too weak..
i'm not even as strong as u think.

i'm not sure if ya will b readin tis.
i noe to ya, i'm jus puttin on a mask.
i noe puttin on a mask, no one can help.
but still,
i wish to tel ya..
thanks 4 chattin n all wit me..
chattin wit ya cheers me up.
cos we keep laughin abt the past we had..

n to ya!!!
if u happens to read tis,
u shld noe hu i tokin abt.
i dun need the msg she send u,
n u forward it to me.
so wat if is ya wanna sae tat to me?
cant u sae in ur own words??

2005-03-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

so fast is sat le..
last sat,
we were all havin fun.
sigh.. yet now? haiz..

sch startin soon..
test on mon, haven study!
sure get 0..
b4 sch close,
got project.. due 3 wks..
haven even touch.
worse! i dunno how to do!
haiz..

todae mom didnt go uncle's hse.
she came hm str8 aft church.
argghhh!!
she made cookies!!
is lyk her 1st time??
gosh.. i hate cookies..
but i'm force 2 eat tat, can?

gosh.. taste abit..
ahem ahem..
i ask her, y ur cookie so ugly?
she told me,
she make until too flat the 1st time.
haiz..
i told her, my fren make wan more nice den urs.
muahahhaha..
n shit!
she ask me go ask ur fren how she do.
i was lyk keep askin her..
go away.. go away..
dun fan me...

i wish i can ask.
but things now lyk tat?
how can i ask?
i oso dun dare ask..
haiz..

jus wat a dae la..
force eatin cookies..
argghh..

2005-03-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

jesus die on the cross for us.
to wash away all our sins..

i've kiss jesus feet todae!!!

todae is gd fridae!!

haiz..
a dae to go church again..
so sick..
always go all the way to tampines
jus for 1hr mass..
but todae mass is 1h 30mins..
so stupid lo..
is lyk sengkang got st.anne church she dun wan go.
idiot.. mk me wake up so early..

hmm..
guess tat i'm nt goin out todae..
jus abit lazy.. hee..

didnt c ya for daes is lyk yrs 4 me..
didnt tok to ya for daes is lyk mths 4 me..
how long can i hold on there?
is so hard to forget..

*tryin my veri best.. :)

***
Oh baby why would you hurt me so long?
Hurt me so long..
Zhe yi ge ren bu gai shi wo.
Oh baby why would you hurt me so long?
Please let me know...
Nan guo shi ni liu gei wo de xian suo.

2005-03-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

thx 4 being there 4 me when i needed some1 the most!!
I LOVE YA!!!

but i felt so bad..
i felt tat i was a burden to ya guys..
w/o me, things wont b lyk tat..
i'm sorry..

but aft so much,
i've decided..
i nd to let go..
cos i'm lyk onli gibin ppl pain..

compare 2 ytd n todae..
i was realli happi todae..

i was so alone ytd..
feelin so hopeless..
dunno wat to do..
i got to admit tat i'm weak.
tat's y i msg ya!!

ytd 2am kelvin came n fetch me to stacy hse..
i stayed over nite there.
but i didnt slp the whole nite.
was thinkin of so many stuffs..

when stacy told me,
she feel lyk cryin when i msg her tat msg..
i felt so guilty n bad..
i felt tat i'm realli an idiot!!
A BURDEN!!!

sry to tk up ya guys time.
thanks 4 spendin the dae wit me todae!

haiz..
fallin sick soon i guess.
feelin so sick now..
hate the feelin of sick!!
argghh...

2005-03-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

=..(

argghhhh!!!

i'm so tong ku!!
help me!!!

i cried myself to slp last nite.

when i woke up,
i cried again..

MARTINA KWANG,
can u pls stop it???

haiz..
dunno y..
jus cant stop.
not tat i dun wanna stop.

i'm tired...
i'm realli tired..
but i cant get to slp..
how?

2005-03-23T03:40:00.000+08:00

omg!!

bleah!~

look at the time now??
is lyk 3 plus, huh?
if my eyes didnt c wrongly..
(@_@)

freak!!

my eyes r in pain..
i nd to slp!!

tried my best 2 slp.
but i cant..

tryin to slp since 12mm till now.
cant slp, tat y i online..

no one online is here 2 entertian me too.
BORED!!!

gtg.. gd nitez ppl.. :)

*dun wanna thk abt anything

2005-03-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

i'm so painful...

tryin to act as normal as i can.

but i guess tat i nd time..

as wat she said,
dun b selfish, n i thk is rite.

dun hav to bother abt others,
when both r realli in love.

fren, no use tellin me sry.
no one is to blame,
no one is at fault.
i wont blame anione..

u will always b my gd buddy!!

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE-

I NEED TIME--------------

2005-03-22T12:50:00.000+08:00

SCH HOLIDAE STARTED YTD!!!

for tis whole week i can slp late!!

y e a h ~ !

nth much to blog..

*chaoz ~ !

2005-03-19T15:33:00.000+08:00

wee wee!~

went k box ytd.
bought my mp3 alr. YEAH!!
uploaded the songs too..

todae my gd bro treated me CARTEL breakfast!!!
hahaha..
woke up at 7 plus..
meet up wit them at 8 plus..
wahhh.. so nice man!!! yum yum.. lols..

2005-03-16T14:58:00.000+08:00

sad

sad

sad

sad

sad~!

he left us alr..
kinda sad tho..
he is so young..
seen the world not long..
so poor thing.. =..(

u will always b remembered by me. =)